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OrderoftheHalfBlood
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I don’t want to feel sorry for myself anymore. I WILL become skinny, have perfect skin, become great at makeup, eat a healthy diet, become more socially outgoing, pursue my hobbies, get an additional job, get 8+ hours of sleep, and work on dealing with my self-esteem. Maybe then finally I’ll stop being a waste of energy and I’ll finally be […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I don’t want to feel sorry for myself anymore. I WILL become skinny, have perfect skin, become great at makeup, eat a healthy diet, become more socially outgoing, pursue my […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Today has been a better day. I worked for a couple hours and I had lunch with my girlfriend. The only thing is I slept pretty poorly last night, and I think because of that I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Today has been a better day. I worked for a couple hours and I had lunch with my girlfriend. The only thing is I slept pretty poorly last night, and I think because of that I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It’d be sweet if I didn’t wake up tomorrow. Sadly, I’m going to. I’m going to spend the majority of the day studying for a program that I couldn’t care less about, and there’s […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I spent four hours studying, left my room, went to talk to my brother and had my mom ask me why I wasn’t studying even though she knew I was studying before and for that long. […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update So, I’m really not enjoying nursing that much and would rather move onto something else, and I dicussed this with my parents and they won’t let me leave nursing since they’re […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update If I could stop feeling so sad that’d be wonderful. I know we as individuals have control over how we feel, but it kinda puts a damper in a gal’s mood when she puts endless […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I decided to go out and visit a friend to practice for one of our physical exams and being around her made me feel a lot better. I still feel sad, but I feel a bit more […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I ended up staying home, and I’ve tried to take the opportunity to study and I’ve only been able to do an hour and a half today between taking a shower, eating, and staring at […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I want to have a mental day tomorrow because I don’t feel mentatly stable right now to be at clinical. I’d feel guilty, though, for staying home. I just want to stare at my […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Happy I went out with my friends last night, but boy am I tired! I plan to take a nap later, but feel kind of guilty… should have gone to bed earlier haha. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I’m going out tonight to see friends I haven’t seen since Christmas, but I feel kind of guilty for going out when I have so much to do. I’m just going to go out later and go […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Apparently I’m a really intense person because of how I internalize everything. Hmm. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update When this peer of mine stops talking to me like I’m a naive, eighteen year old who knows nothing I will feel so blessed. Nothing like being the only teenager in a group of […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I’m putting so much effort into becoming a nurse when I honestly don’t want to become one. The more I get into nursing, the more I start to realize how much of a horrible, […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I’m putting so much effort into becoming a nurse when I honestly don’t want to become one. The more I get into nursing, the more I start to realize how much of a horrible, […] View
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