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    OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update 7 years, 2 months ago

    I ended up staying home, and I’ve tried to take the opportunity to study and I’ve only been able to do an hour and a half today between taking a shower, eating, and staring at my clock. I’m so mentally exhausted. I’m glad I didn’t end up going to clinical, because chances are I would have been spacing out too much and would have made an error or some sort. I also just got a 80% on a group assignment, and now I feel discouraged considering how heavy I had a hand in that assignment. That, and I was planning to wing the test for the class that that assignment was in, but now that my once high mark has dropped to the low nineties I’m scared since I typically don’t do well when I wing tests (and I still have a 30% exam to write for it) But with the amount of tests I have coming up (4 that are due in the next two weeks) I felt more comfortable before receiving the 80% mark to wing it. Now I’m not so sure.
    It also doesn’t help how I’ve had suicidal thoughts all day. Kind of discouraging.

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    • Please don’t give up @orderofthehalfblood, you will do amazingly in your studies, I would continue working as hard as you can, you will be OK, remember to hold your head up high and try to remain positive, I’m sure things will go your way and everything will work out, you deserve days that are filled with joy and happiness, believe in yourself and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you ever need to chat or vent :) (hugs)