Like my blood pressure is so high right now to the point where I have difficulty breathing and concentrating for too long, but who cares! I have clinical! Screw my own well-being!

No. That is not ”balance”. You are not balancing any cosmic justice scales by suffering while you learn to help others out of the same. You can help others learn to live well while also living well for yourself.

You cannot neglect your personal well-being; if you do not take care of yourself, then you are therefore less-capable of caring for others. When you are well cared-for, then you present the best possible effort towards caring for someone else.

@orderofthehalfblood

Do look after yourself and focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally @orderofthehalfblood, remember to make yourself feel as good as possible while also trying to care for others, I want the best for you, stay positive, keep going and don’t give up, things will work out, you will make it, we are all here to support you on Blah, feel free to message me anytime if you need to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)