OrderoftheHalfBlood
@orderofthehalfblood- Mood : Afraid
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I wish I could stop feeling so inferior all the time to my peers. I sometimes want to cry because of how competent they are. I’m trying to do the best I am, but my best is […] View
- Mood : Sad
Sorry for the incoherent sentences. Pretty drowsy right now.
@orderofthehalfblood its never easy to shun envy and jealousy, its easier to ignore it, best way to beat the feeling of inferiority is to learn something new each day, if you ignore your envy, if you ignore your jealousy and focus on improving yourself, learning more and more, one day yourself talking to these people once more and you’ll find…[Read more]
Please don’t feel bad about yourself @orderofthehalfblood, everyone has something they are good at, I’m sure you do too, remember to focus on making yourself better each day and on learning new things, do keep improving and seeing yourself in a positive light, things will go your way and I’m sure you will be so successful in life, don’t give…[Read more]
I would remove myself from it, but that would mean a lot of money I’d have to pay up right away with no money to pay it. Being smart matters a lot to me because it’s really all I have going for me. I’m not really good at much else. Well, I guess complaining, but that isn’t really anything to be proud of.
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It’s funny how I’m being taught to be in a profession all about promoting health and helping others get better when I have to forfeit my own health (physically, emotionally, […] View
- Mood : Crappy
Like my blood pressure is so high right now to the point where I have difficulty breathing and concentrating for too long, but who cares! I have clinical! Screw my own well-being!
No. That is not “balance”. You are not balancing any cosmic justice scales by suffering while you learn to help others out of the same. You can help others learn to live well while also living well for yourself.
You cannot neglect your personal well-being; if you do not take care of yourself, then you are therefore less-capable of caring for…[Read more]
Do look after yourself and focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally @orderofthehalfblood, remember to make yourself feel as good as possible while also trying to care for others, I want the best for you, stay positive, keep going and don’t give up, things will work out, you will make it, we are all here to support you…[Read more]
- Mood : Blank
Please don’t feel sad @orderofthehalfblood, you are a lovely person who deserves to feel awesome and on top of the world, try to focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel content, everything will be OK, smile and hold your head up high, amazing things will happen to you, be upbeat and show everyone how truly…[Read more]
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update My self esteem is at a point right now where when I see my reflection in my laptop’s screen I cringe. It really sucks. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update My self esteem is at a point right now where when I see my reflection in my laptop’s screen I cringe. It really sucks. View
- Mood : Depressed
I was doing so well this week, too…
I understand that. I wish I could give advice, but honestly, I haven’t learned anything about how to help myself in any way when my body image & self esteem is on the ground. If you ever want to talk/vent/cry (I’m good at that too), feel free to drop me a PM. It can help to talk it out
You feel my pain. Man, glad I’m not alone. If this is too personal to answer I understand, but for me I can’t look at myself in the mirror for more then a few seconds without feeling really uncomfortable. I also will walk by my closet mirror and will purposely advert my eyes to anywhere on my reflection except my face. Do you ever get that way as well?
Please don’t feel bad about yourselves @laurielizrose and @orderofthehalfblood, you are both beautiful and incredible inside and out, please love and be kind to yourselves, you both deserve to see how truly incredible you are, remember to keep being awesome, I’m always here if either of you need support, feel free to message me anytime, my inbox…[Read more]
- Mood : Anxious
Please don’t let sadness get you down @orderofthehalfblood, you are such a lovely and special angel who deserves all the happiness and brightness in the world, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, hold your head up high and show everyone how truly fabulous you are, you are a warrior who never gives up, see yourself in an…[Read more]
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I don’t feel like living anymore. At this point my parents are the only thing that is keeping me alive. Ugh. It would hurt them too much if I died, so I guess I’ll just stay […] View
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Like, I can’t recall a time when I’ve felt like dying THIS much.
Please don’t let your struggles get you down @orderofthehalfblood, you are such a beautiful and lovely person who deserves all the happiness, joy and brightness in the world, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, please be kind and good to yourself, great things will happen, do make all your goals and dreams come true, you are…[Read more]
I’m here for you if you need to talk.
- Mood : Neutral
Hope you enjoy your new place and surroundings @orderofthehalfblood, I wish you all the best going forward, stay positive and keep being the lovely human-being that you are, I’m always here if you need to chat (hugs)
- Mood : Thankful
We are all here to support and be there for you and each other @orderofthehalfblood, you are a much valued, loved and appreciated member of this community, always remember that (hugs)
Awwww. We’re thankful to have you here too @orderofthehalfblood
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I’ve been trying to go to bed earlier than 12, but I’m anxiety about my clinical seems to be keeping me up until 2-3AM. I’m just thankful I’m on break so it doesn’t affect my […] View
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Do look after yourself and focus on getting yourself to a better place @orderofthehalfblood, I’m sure things will work out and you will do awesomely, try your best to stay positive and don’t let anything stand in your way, you are a fantastic person who deserves all the best that life has to offer, hold your head up high and focus on all the…[Read more]