OrderoftheHalfBlood
@orderofthehalfblood- Mood : Determined
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Today has been a better day. I worked for a couple hours and I had lunch with my girlfriend. The only thing is I slept pretty poorly last night, and I think because of that I […] View
- Mood : Sick
Do relax and take care of yourself so you feel better soon @orderofthehalfblood, it’s wonderful to see you donating blood to help others, hope you manage to get a good sleep and rest, always be the special and compassionate human-being that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone
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@orderofthehalfblood hope you feel better! Colds really suck
p.s- you have the best username everThanks!
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I really wouldn’t mind killing myself right now, but I don’t want to hurt my friends, partner, and family. :/ I already failed at my suicide attempt a few weeks ago because I […] View
- Mood : Indescribable
talk about it, you don’t have to take on all the weight alone, trust people and let them help you. you only live once life is worth living you just have to find that reason why. but you don’t chose to live for others, you chose to live for yourself first
Please don’t harm yourself @orderofthehalfblood, you are such a lovely, amazing and fabulous person who deserves all the joy and happiness in the world, things may seem hard but they will get better, I recently lost a dear friend to suicide and it is heartbreaking, please don’t do anything bad to yourself, try to relax and focus on all the things…[Read more]
@orderofthehalfblood I hope you consider seeking professional mental healthcare, in order to deal with these intrusive thoughts, an underlying imbalance doesn’t always follow logic or rationality. If you consider doing it, research a bit about how to talk about suicidal thoughts with professioanls so you don’t have to worry about being subjected…[Read more]
Thank you for your kind words @yamoros12 …I do trust people, but it’s really a matter of not wanting to burden those that are important with my trivial emotions.
Thank you @oliver
I am already seeking out professional help. And actually, the day after I failed at my attempt I had gone to see my therapist but was too scared to tell her that I tried in fear of the aforementioned mandatory consequences. I just really don’t want to cause any drama, but next time I see my therapist (at the moment I’m not seeing her because…[Read more]
@orderofthehalfblood, don’t be scared to say everything to your therapist, she/he is there right for this, to help you! The worst thing you can do is to be quiet about this. You’re here on this earth for a reason, we all have a reason. We all have something to give to this planet. You make your partner happy, you offer company to your friends.…[Read more]
@orderofthehalfblood when you think of suicide, what are the reasons that you think it’ll be a good idea to do it? Could it be your childhood or something that’s hurting you about life? Do you feel you have a healthy self-esteem? Do you have a good relationship with your family? Something tells me there’s something deeper to the way you are…[Read more]
- Mood : Gloomy
Please don’t think like that @orderofthehalfblood, you will do great things, try your best to stay upbeat and keep being the fabulous angel that you are, I’m sure everything will work out for you, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent
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- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Can’t look at myself in the mirror again. Ugh. When I was at my friend’s house, I was so deep in thought and we were watching a youtube video and when the video we were […] View
- Mood : Blah
- Mood : Annoyed
Keep studying @orderofthehalfblood, I’m sure you are doing great, hopefully your family will acknowledge how hard you have been working
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- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update So, I’m really not enjoying nursing that much and would rather move onto something else, and I dicussed this with my parents and they won’t let me leave nursing since they’re […] View
- Mood : Angry
Your parents really should support you in whatever you want to do @orderofthehalfblood, I would do what you feel benefits you going forward, I’m sure you will make the right choices for your future
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They seemed to be pretty supportive at first, but not so much now that I’m in a lot of debt. I can see where they’re coming from, but I also don’t want to partake in a career I have no desire being in.
- Mood : Sad
Do what makes you feel happy and upbeat @orderofthehalfblood, find something that gives you hope, purpose and joy, you are such a wonderful person who doesn’t deserve any sadness, I want to see you on top of the world and being the extraordinary individual that you know you can be, please believe in yourself and don’t give up, you can do it,…[Read more]
- Mood : Hopeful
Glad being with a friend made you feel good @orderofthehalfblood, remember to keep smiling and stay determined, I’m sure things will be OK, you deserve all the best, I’m always here if you need to chat
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- Mood : Sad
Please don’t give up @orderofthehalfblood, you will do amazingly in your studies, I would continue working as hard as you can, you will be OK, remember to hold your head up high and try to remain positive, I’m sure things will go your way and everything will work out, you deserve days that are filled with joy and happiness, believe in yourself…[Read more]
- Mood : Gloomy
Do look after yourself and focus on getting yourself happier and upbeat @orderofthehalfblood, I want to see you feeling awesome, keep fighting and don’t give up, you are a survivor who will make it, remember to keep being the fabulous person that you know you can be, believe in yourself and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]
We’re all only human. If you need a day off, take it! You deserve it. There’s no shame in it.
- Mood : Tired
Glad you had a good time @orderofthehalfblood, hope you manage to get as much rest as you can
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You are such a special, incredible and fantastic person who will make all your dreams and goals come true @orderofthehalfblood, stay positive, be kind to yourself because you are beautiful inside and out, focus on making yourself happier and more upbeat, smile and know so much brightness and hope lies ahead for you, everything will be OK, go…[Read more]
you are doing your best every moment, you are worthy of love and care. Everything is working out every moment, trust and have faith. Find something to appreciate and be grateful for every day as a way to let yourself know that you’ve been cared for by a higher force that is there watching over you and taking care of your today and tomorrows. All…[Read more]