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    Oli posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    The struggle goes on, I wish I knew what happiness is, all I know is that this world, my lonely and depressing existence holds no joy for me, everything is just so bleak, dark and sad, I’m scared about what lies ahead for me, I just see more failure and being a burden to everything and everyone, I have no purpose, no sense of peace, I’m just a screw-up and a waste, do I disappear or try to find brightness, I wish I knew what direction to go in, I’m sorry everyone, forgive me for bringing this community down…..how do I help, love and care about myself, I have absolutely no idea, I’ll forever be stuck in this hole of negativity and pain because there will never be any light in my life :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • sorry you’re feeling like this… you’re a very helpful, kind person who deserves the best in life. I believe that you’ll have brighter days and everything will start to make more sense. Do more of what you love and helps you to feel better, @Oliver. Everything will be just fine, hang in there, life does get better especially if we believe and find the good in each day even through the struggle. Sending you positive vibes and hoping something can bring happiness back to you.

    • @oliver happiness is YOU I wish you could see that. You’re amazing to everyone on this community and I’m sure you’re the same in your day to day life as well. You need to step outside of your own self for a few weeks and see yourself in third person then you will start to see your worth. I would love to see you express your likes and desires on here from time or anything! Just know you are loved by many who would love to give you a hug and huge thanks.

    • You won’t always love yourself and thats okay. Today, let US care about you even if you dont feel it. There is security to be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers that tomorrow is close. You are not alone in your sorrow know that we know what pain feels like and we feel for you, you are one of us, to us you dont qualify as a waste of space.

    • @oliver Hey remember me from years ago? Seeing you post these statuses makes me wonder what is going on. But you are helping so many people, and you are very much appreciated. I remember when your daily messages helped me trough some tough times. I am here for you too if you need me. don’t hesitate to message me. You’re an awesome person!

    • @oliver my awesome friendie, you’re a great person. You’re strong and brave, because you’ve survived 100$ of your dark and hard days and kept going no matter what. You’re not a failure and you didn’t bring anyone down. People here adore and love you because you help everyone so much. I’m always here if you need to talk, just send me a pm. You’re awesome and everything will be okay! Don’t be afraid to send peeps here a pm

    • Sorry to hear that you feel this way but you know there is always someone who cares about you. I’m always here for you if you ever need to talk to me. Keep your head held high chicken and don’t let yourself be brought down as your a strong fighter. Message me anytime if you need to talk.

    • You should be happy you help people in their darkest places help fighting their darkest demons. your a fighter and a strong one. don’t let the world bring you down when you belong amongst the stars! your not a failure you didn’t bring anyone down and if people say you have than their dragging their own weight. keep your head held high kings hold that power. don’t be afraid to message me anytime! :)