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    Oli posted an update 4 years, 7 months ago

    I’m feeling really, really down, honestly I’m starting to think that Blah would be a better site without me being on it, I’m only on here to make others feel good, I want to make people smile, not upset anyone, I’m sick of trying to help, only to be told not to comment on people’s posts, being called names for trying to help others, I don’t want to be here anymore, Blah is better off without me, I’m sick of absolutely everything, I don’t know why I should bother being on this site, why can’t people understand that I’m here to help, I hate my life, I hate everything, I’m sick of my constant depression and loneliness, being alone all the time, having absolutely no friends, letting the past get me down, I just don’t know where to turn, I hate this existence, I’m a total hypocrite and recluse, no one cares about me, people think I’m just attention seeking, I just don’t know anymore about anything, I’m sorry for being here and for being alive everyone :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • please dont think that you are amazing and sweet and kind without you there would be tons of people who would still be dealing with their problems alone you mean a lot to me and i think you are really smart and you make me smile Oli you are a great person

    • and if anyone wants to mess with you they can talk to me first

    • Wow wow wow! No please do not go, do not be sorry for being here, Do you know that seeing your comments on every post motivates me not to be so upset & not to DIE. Honestly your presence on this site is what keeps it alive and what helps SO many people! Especially me. I am so thankful for you for being on here & being alive. You are such a good person and so helpful. You honestly have changed my way of thinking and have made my days better. Please do not feel depressed and upset. Whoever is calling you names or ungrateful is sounds pretty evil & maybe jealous that you are angelic and popular on this site. ♥ please take care & feel better.

    • please you are so awesome screw those other people who cares what they have to say there will always be people who bash on or hate on other people and that’s just how life is so please just be happy because i care about you

    • so true

    • Hey Oli Im Mandy i dont know if you remember me,.. Used to be on here alot but deactivated my account months ago and i just created this one to tell you not to give up. U cheered me up on so many occasions when i felt like giving up and im still here today because no matter how stupid u took ur time to reply all my posts and cheer me up. Many people have left but your a true champion and inspiration so please dont give up. Im here for u, stay strong and ignore the trolls cause like u said u are here to spread love and make people happy *hugs* your an amazing human being

    • @oliver if it wasn’t for you many people would have died or would be crying right now. You literally save people, even if you don’t realise it. You’re the best member on this website. You welcome everyone so nicely, you’re so kind to everyone, you spend so much time of your day to be nice and leave sweet messages on everyone’s status. No one does that. And I know some people don’t apreciate what you do, because honestly some people either are rude or don’t want to be helped, but trust me when I say this: I apreciate your hard work. Me and ALOT of other Blah members. So please stay ok? Please @oliver . And if you ever need anything don’t think twice before PM me

    • @Oliver don’t be silly, you’re amazing just how you are, you always make me smile with everything of mine you comment on, you always know the right things to say to make people happy. if it wasnt for you ollie i would of taken a dangerous amount of melatonin

    • You might not remember me. But you were there for me when I needed you must. I wanted to give up. But you were there. So if you saved one life, then you were meant to be here. Don’t focus on what’s wrong with this site. Keep helping people no matter what anyone says cuz that will also help you too! Thank you Oli for saving my life!

    • @Oliver Whoever is saying those hurtful words to you is probably just jealous because they cannot help people as much and as well as you can. Please do not hurt yourself. I’m here for you, Oliver. Remember me? It’s Arianna. We talked before. Thank you so much for being there to help me. You don’t deserve to feel so upset. Please stay here on BlahTherapy. It’s people like you who deserve to be happy. Life is unfair. Please just don’t listen to those haters. You’re amazing and beautiful just the way you are. Everyone else needs the caring heart that you have. Please stay.

    • Now you listen here. You have helped more people on this site than anyone I know. You do amazing things for this community, and this community is full of broken hearted, depressed people who feel just like you do right now. Sometimes feelings like this come around, I know. But don’t lie to yourself saying you haven’t done anything because the number of people living because of you is proof enough that you matter. Your comments have personally made my day and made me feel better back when all I was was a panicked mess. Thank you for all you do. You truly mean a lot. Don’t you dare think otherwise

    • Now you listen here. You have helped more people on this site than anyone I know. You do amazing things for this community, and this community is full of broken hearted, depressed people who feel just like you do right now. Sometimes feelings like this come around, I know. But don’t lie to yourself saying you haven’t done anything because the number of people living because of you is proof enough that you matter. Your comments have personally made my day and made me feel better back when all I was was a panicked mess. Thank you for all you do. You truly mean a lot. Don’t you dare think otherwise

    • Please don’t ever leave, you’re helping so many people, really. I don’t reply to all your comments on my posts but they help me so much. It makes me feel like I’m not alone in this, and you’re not either. Look at all the comments right here. We all care about you don’t ever forget that please.

    • Hey, I was just taking a look through your profile, and you have a heart and motive to really help people. It’s great being the helpful and good person, but as far as my experience goes with it, it makes you feel like you don’t want to burden those people. If that’s part of how you feel, I understand. If you ever ever need someone to talk to, I’m always open. Blah would definitely suffer from not having you around. You are a person who helps, and there aren’t enough of those around. Lots of love dude.

    • You mean so much to people here. If some people don’t see that then screw them. Please don’t let them bring you down.

    • You are an amazing person and have helped so many people, including me. I’m sorry that I’ve never told you before how much what you say means and how much it helps, knowing that there is someone who cares. You make people smile and feel good which is amazing and means a lot. Blah wouldn’t be the same without you, and it makes me sad to think that some people don’t recognize this. People here care about you so much, we are all glad you are here and alive. Please remember that you’re not a burden in any of our eyes.

    • Blah isn’t better off without you, you are wonderful person Oli, I am one of the many people you help! Please don’t let those awful people get you down. You have given me time patience and energy, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it

    • I just want to say thank you for always replying to the posts that I make. When I make negative posts it’s because I’m truly upset and I usually mope around for a long time before I even post or write anything about my mood. If no one commented I would feel so alone. Even though I don’t respond, I am so grateful to the people who go out of their way to respond to people’s posts, it honestly gives me the strength to let go of all of the negativity, just knowing that someone, even a stranger, is taking the time to respond to me and other people makes it easier for me to let all those bad feelings pass. Honestly, it’s the few people like you on this website that keep me coming back here. If there weren’t people like you on here the site would not be active enough. I hope you are feeling better and continue to help others!

    • @Oli I swear you help me feel great all the time I’m about to come through this computer screen give you a big hug and a year subscription to netflix and were about to watch every happy funny episode we can find and Im not leaving until you happy again!! You need to stay strong for your own self! You know what it’s like to need someone and you’ve helped so many people when they need you most. You’re not focused on the fact you are a human just as much as we are. Now i’m going to give you the same offer you always give me. My inbox is ALWAYS open if you ever feel down or just want to have a genuine chat i’m right here ready to type away :)