I'm transgendered, I went through top surgery and currently live with a masculine identity. I am very concerned by matters of gender identity and sexuality, with the conviction that we need to stop the gender segregation, especially with children, so people might understand each other better, with a comprehension of our diversity.
I lost my father at 15 after 9 months of cancer but aside from forgetting pretty much all I knew of Spanish language, this event had no consequences for me and grieving was quick and smooth. Probably because I had other concerns to deal with. I'm not sure I'm most qualified on the grieving topic since I had no problems.
I went through bullying during most of my scolarity, but especially during the 4 years of junior highschool. It was hard but I knew I just had to go through and to forgive to those who bullied me because I understood they had their own issues at home.
I'm extremely scatterbrained and it's very hard for me to focus on simple tasks, which makes me very unqualified for a lot of jobs apparently. I have a low self-esteem and no competition spirit, I'm not materialist either a second, and I feel very unfit to live in this society. I know I have things to bring to people, through art and entertainment, but I have no fucking idea of how to make a living out of it. Sometimes I think it would be better for society if I didn't exist since I fail to do what I was born for, and other times I figure that maybe my chance will come in the future.