For all of you with sadness or depression, you can talk to me about anything at all. I'm good at listening & I'll help you as much as I can. I care.
(Here are many things that I have gone through in my life that I think many people can relate to)
When I was born, my father left my life. It was really hard growing up without a father. My mother could not raise me so I was raised by my grandparents until I was sent to foster care. Foster care changed my life forever. I started smoking, cutting & not wanting to live. Not caring anymore. While I was in foster care, I attempted suicide twice with pills. (Took with alcohol, crushed + sniffed & smoked in a pipe) I've lived in over 15 homes in my life & attended more schools than I can count. I've lived & slept on the street for long periods of time because of my mother kicking me out of her home. I've been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, ADHD & OCD. I'm 16 & supposed to be in grade 11, but because of everything that's been on my mind, I've failed grade 9 two years in a row now. I'm living with my grandmother & I'm not able to go see my mother or my little 4 year old brother Logan at all because my mom is into drugs with way too many personal problems, Children's Aid is telling me that I'm not allowed to see my little brother anymore because my mom decided to tell them a whole bunch of lies about how I don't love him & all I do is hurt him, her boyfriend has also attempted to kill me with a baseball bat. I have so much on my mind every single day & I write music to help deal with it. I don't sleep that much because every time that I fall asleep, I have a nightmare. My life is so difficult but the thing that I love doing most is helping people. It really makes me happy to make someone else happy & to be there for someone else to talk to when they feel like they've lost everybody. I have a huge heart & I truly care about every single person in the world.