Please don’t think like that @nerdybynature, you are such a fantastic and remarkable person who deserves so much happiness and all the best that life has to offer, great things will happen to you, you are a fighter and survivor who never gives up, don’t let anything bring you down, focus on all the good things in your life, smile and be positive, show the world what a truly amazing person you are, so much light will come into your life, you can do this, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, remember you are so strong and you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)