Please don’t think like that @neo33, you are such a wonderful person who deserves positivity and brightness in your life, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, do your best to focus on making great things happen for yourself, don’t let your struggles beat you, everything will work out and things will be OK, keep being incredible and fabulous Neo, you will make it, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)