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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I’m so lonely, depressed, alone and friendless :( , it’s hopeless for me and always will be. :(

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I dont’ think I’ve felt awake this whole year.

    • What’s on your mind? @invincible, remember you are such a beautiful, special and awesome person who deserves all the happiness and positivity that life has to offer wonderful angel Cecelia, remember to stay focused on making yourself feel upbeat and surround yourself with brightness sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I don’t feel awake.

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I’m so alone, depressed, sad and lonely, I always will be that way no matter what I do or how hard I try, It’s so hopeless because I will NEVER be able to find true happiness in life :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You of all people deserve happiness. Look at all the time you spend lifting others up! Be kind to yourself and remember you deserve love

    • Just as blackdog said to you, you deserve true happiness Oli. You uplift everyone’s mood when they need it, and believe in everybody’s strength. Believe in yourself too <3. You are full of virtues, and you deserve to appreciate them, as well as we do :) .

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    He really got me listening to taylor swift at work LOL
    It’s been 12 years since I used to listen to her HAHAHA

    Mood : Loved
    • Awww, that’s so sweet @invincible, keep listening to music that makes you feel happy, loved and brings a smile to your face beautiful angel Cecelia, glad to see you are doing well sweetie, remember you are truly awesome, incredible and fantastic, stay upbeat Cecelia, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent,…[Read more]

    • It’s nice to catch up on old hobbies. It can feel very nostalgic!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    Doing a lot. Taking up and building numerous hobbies, thriving in work, school, relationships… optimism and love seems to be overpowering any kind of fear and insecurity..

    • Glad to see that things are going well for you @invincible, remember to stay positive and I know you’ll continue to thrive in all parts of your life beautiful angel Cecelia, keep being upbeat sweetie and always smile confidently and brightly, you can do it Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see you achieving so much and feeling upbeat, Cecelia. Keep growing that optimism and working on the things that make you happy. You’ve earned it!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    I could cry with how proud I am over the simple perspective in the most miniscule way… just four years ago I was mesmerized with the story of Anna Karenina and I completely glamourized Anna & Vronsky, and I identified with Anna a lot.

    Now in a healthy, growing relationship, I find myself wanting just that. A healthy relationship with myself…[Read more]

    • You truly do deserve a loving, fulfilling and positive relationship with someone special @invincible, remember to always be kind to yourself sweetie and please know that any relationship you are in will continue going from strength to strength, be with someone who loves you and who will stick by you through anything, don’t focus on those who…[Read more]

    • It’s absolutely amazing to read this! I’m so happy for you Cecelia <3. You deserve to be loved and to be in a healthy relationship with a partner that makes you feel loved and secure, and that lets you keep growing and be your true self. I wish the best for you, you really deserve it @invincible

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Feeling a little disappointed and hurt. It just seems that I will try my hardest to dedicate myself and my time to the one I love but they can’t do that for me. My stomach was hurting before we called for a bit, it went away when talking, now after hanging up it’s back and I just want to sleep because I’m hurt.and over thinking

    • They should do the same for you @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and wonderful person Cecelia who deserves to love and be loved, any person who you are in a relationship with should treat you with the support, care, love, compassion and kindness that you show to them, it’s great to truly love someone but they should always return…[Read more]

    • Unfortunately, I know that feeling you describe Cecelia. Sometimes we try our best to be there for the ones we love, even when they do not reciprocate. If that’s the case, you should set boundaries, even if it hurts. Otherwise, they’ll keep benefiting from your kindness without worrying about you neither giving anything back. Something similar…[Read more]

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    Oli replied to the forum topic A ship without captain in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    I second both of you on this @blackdog and @m1s1m3, this site has been abandoned for so long, it’s so sad compared to what BT used to be a few years ago, I would put myself forward to be moderator if that is what […]

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    Oli joined the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 3 months, 4 weeks ago

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Whenever I feel normal at work, a coworker will raise their voice or yell at me and then I dissociate and get triggered lmaoo

    • That’s not right at all @invincible, your colleagues and co-workers should treat you with kindness, respect and compassion, I understand you all have jobs to do and you are a team but they should treat you positively so you can work better together, I would talk to your colleagues and let them know how you feel Cecelia, remember you deserve…[Read more]

    • *sigh* I don’t understand why it’s so difficult for some people to be polite towards their coworkers. You are spending hours and hours in the same place with them, the bare minimum shall be to have some mutual respect and manners. I’m sorry you have to deal with that Cecelia. If you need to talk, my DMs are always open <3 @invincible

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    Love is and should be about accepting and adoring the good, the bad, the easy, and the hard. Not just infatuation and idealism.

    • Exactly as you said @invincible. Love is about accepting the person as a whole, with all their bad and all their good. Some people should remember that.

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    Cecelia posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Now this environment is doing just what I feared… inflaming my insecurities and false reality perceptions, along with erratic and irrational obsessions……

    • You deserve to live in an environment where you feel safe, positive and happy @invincible, remember to surround yourself with compassion and brightness beautiful angel Cecelia, try to stay as upbeat as you can and focus on making each day as wonderful as possible sweetie, you will find somewhere comfortable Cecelia, a place where you can be…[Read more]

    • An environment that makes you feel like that it’s not a good one. If you are able to leave it, or spend as little time as possible there, the better. If this is not a suitable solution because of the circumstances, try to keep yourself grounded while being there. It’s very difficult to share an space with people that is constantly trying to…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    My past haunts me
    My present saddens and depresses me
    My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent
    It’s all so hopeless and pointless :(
    I don’t have a life, I exist with no plans, hopes or dreams
    Just trying to survive each day without hope or positivity :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

    • The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You…[Read more]

    • I struggle with the exactly same things. It’s sometimes better, sometimes worse.

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    Cecelia posted an update 8 months, 1 week ago

    don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch…[Read more]

    Mood : Giggly
    • Are you OK? @invincible, do you have feelings for someone or how are you feeling, I’m here if you need to talk sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 8 months, 1 week ago

    So I’ve been doing actually pretty good??!!?!? ikr.. like wtf?? lol! So far so good, my new job is great, the staff is amazing and treats me like family already and I’ve only been there like one week… the work is pretty easy and I do it well with comfort p much!

    • That’s so wonderful and nice to hear @invincible, glad your job is going well and all your colleagues treat you with respect and kindness beautiful angel Cecelia, hope you are doing OK sweetie, remember to keep smiling and always be the lovely person that you are Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m struggling, it’s all so hopeless and pointless… :(

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    Oli posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    It’s all so hopeless, I’ll forever be alone in this world :(

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    Cecelia posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    I was physically violated on mydate last week, forced upon w/o consent or ability to escape the situation, it wasn’t severe or r*pe, thank fucking god, but it’s still traumatizing to me and I keep having flashbacks… especially cause it brought on memories of when I was SAd as a kid. Ugh. I feel like I can’t tell anyone cause it’s…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, please report it beautiful angel Cecelia, the disgusting person who violated you had absolutely no right to touch you in any way, please talk to someone and tell the authorities too Cecelia, remember I will always be here to support you Cecelia and so will the BT community sweetie, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 8 months, 4 weeks ago

    I’ve learned to not look for something relationship wise, I’m too deep of a person with deep intentions to look on apps where everyone wants some ideal now and fast. I want something real and meaningful and it will manifest when it does, at the right time, through something meaningful and worth my time. But as of now, I’ve realized I need to…[Read more]

    • One day you will meet someone @invincible, like you said, at the right time and the right moment beautiful angel Cecelia, you will meet a person who you can have a loving and emotional bond with sweetie, it’s good to see that you are focused on yourself and your own happiness sweetheart, remember to make each day as positive as you can and do…[Read more]

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