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    Mr. Sss posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Almost three AM. Another all-nighter. If I’m not mistaken rumination has been pathologized somewhat of late. Do cows know? Or care? (Sorry.) I’m a haunted guy. Half a century. I mostly bull my way through it. In the past it has led me to behave pretty badly. That and drink. The drink isn’t an issue any more. Quitting almost killed me. Spent some time in the hospital. Doctor was bound and determined to paint me as having ”suicidal ideation.” I never said or did anything to give that impression. I was trying to get better, after all. Don’t know what his trip was. One of many things that don’t make much sense to me. To be fair, I don’t seem to make much sense to my wife. Turn about, fair play etc. Stubborness helped me through childhood, turn maladaptive later on. Live and learn. Anyway, I rambleth.

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    • Please take care of yourself @nannerboy66, you are such a fantastic, awesome and wonderful person who deserves to feel good emotionally, mentally and physically, remember to stay upbeat and focus on all the amazing things that bring you happiness, hold your head up high, always be the great human-being that you are and never give up, you can do it, please get some rest and relaxation too, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)
      I would also like to welcome you to BT, you have joined a compassionate community where we all help each other, feel free to reach out to me or any of our kind members if you ever need to talk :) (hugs)

    • Thank you for your kind welcome, Oli. It’s much appreciated.