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    Mx.Izzy posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to do my homework, I don’t want to do my art project, I don’t want to be awake.

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    • Yeah, sometimes you just want to fall asleep and never wake up. You feel tired of living in this reality and you just want to lay down. I hate that feeling and it’s just so exhausting to be tired, i know it sounds weird but it gets to a point where you’re tired of feeling tired. I’ve been there. And it’s ok to feel that way, it sucks but it’s ok Izzy, we all feel that way. Sometimes you just can’t find any reason to live, you don’t want to die but you keep wondering why you’re still alive. It’s exhausting. Anxiety and depression just kind of suffocate you to a point where you think that you’re unable to do anything. But like everything, it will pass, of course it won’t on its own. You have to work your way out of depression, you’re probably thinking that tomorrow will be the same way and you’ve probably gone through enough so it’s only normal to think that way, but you can change that, you too wield the power to change that. By making the decision to fight, you get through it. You just have to make the decision to take action, make the decision that you want to fight, you want to love and you want to live. No matter who you are, you always have that choice, you always do. You are the only one with the power to get you out of depression. I understand that the tide will sometimes be against us, but when trouble strikes, you have two choices: fight the tide or let it drag us down. It doesn’t matter what you were, it doens’t matter what you’ve done and i doesn’t matter what happened yesterday. We have to leave our past behind us and forgive ourselves to fight on forward. It’s ok to get a good cry now and then, but keep in mind that this will not drag you down, keep in mind that you’re stronger than whatever dragged you down, keep in mind that you’re a wonderful person, because i just know that you’re more than you think, you’re fighter Izzy. Not everyone will get the same shit you do, not everyone will go through what you’ve been, but everyone gets the decision to fight or to give up.

    • Please don’t let anything get you down @mxizzy10, I want to see you truly enjoying life and living each day to the fullest, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on the things that put a bright smile on your face, you’ll do great at school, just work hard and do your best, hold your head up high and keep smiling, you are a survivor who never gives up, show everyone how amazing you are, you can do it, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)