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    MidnightSarrow posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Oh boy do I have a huge mf update wow
    June : My bf confessed that he lied about his looks and expected me to hate him. Wasnt satisfied with it when i didnt so dragged us into a poly relationship
    That failed

    July :
    Just me nd him then, hell broke loose eventually

    Last week :
    On friday night my bf attempted suicide, with my mom’s help i saved him
    When he texted me back he was pissed off because he was put in a group housing to keep him safe and was embarrassed
    For un-related reasons, me and my bf officially broke up. He’s now my ex

    Recently :
    I officially identify being an aromantic/asexual because technically i’m demi on both but I refuse to bond to someone like i did with him
    I’m looking to be in a qpr (Queer platonic relationship) and actually made a mf form for it https://forms.gle/bA8838sHubqTgqoAA like?? But I’m lonely and I don’t want to be alone

    So, time to restart

    Mood : Numb
    • Please don’t feel numb @midnightsarrow, I would try to stay close friends with your ex if you can, remember to always support and be there for each other, always be kind to yourself and love who you truly are, everything will be OK, try to be as upbeat as you can and keep going forward with optimism and positivity, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)