Doctor check ups can be terrifying, especially because of the uncertainty of the diagnose. Try to do some relaxing activities before your appointment, Mariko: listening to music, take a stroll, drink something warm… And remember that they are there to make you feel comfortable, ease your pain, and help you as much as they can. I’m sure your doctor will come up with the best solution for your back pain. You can do it!
I don’t want to see you feeling unwell or in pain @marikofujimoto, you will make it through this, beautiful angel Mariko, please don’t be scared or afraid, you are so strong, brave and courageous, remember to always stay healthy physically, mentally and emotionally, take care of yourself sweetie, you will be OK Mariko, please know that I’ll always be here by your side Mariko, I love and care about you so much and I don’t want to see you sick sweetheart, you mean so much to me Mariko, you will overcome this and so many happier, brighter and better days will be ahead, hold your head up high and never give up, you can do it Mariko, I wish I could be with you in person Mariko so you didn’t have to face this alone, I love you so much hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)
Good luck Mariko, I hope everything is OK and its nothing serious. Hoping the pain will go away too. Don’t be too scared, I’m sure it’ll be alright and it’ll be solved if there is a minor issue. ♥♥
I know it’s been about a day since you posted this, but I hope the visit goes/went well. Hopefully you’ll be relieved of your pain and it isn’t too serious.
Best of luck.