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    mariko posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    Is so extremly exauhsting feeling that I need to control, even change, my personality deppending on the person.
    My parents find me too quiet, boring, asocial…
    Romantically, is to forget. No one gets me either.
    Friends are gone, some with bf’s/gf’s, others think they’re better than me now, others are fake, others I left behind because hate drama.
    And now the few people that are around is because I hide who I am.
    So. Tired.
    Just want to cry.
    Has been a long time that I’ve been wanting to cry like this.
    Frustrating.

    • Please don’t change yourself @marikofujimoto, always be who you are Mariko, you are a good person sweetie with a wonderful, kind and compassionate personality, surround yourself with people who will always stick by you and who will love you for you, do get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out hun, please know that I care about you and so does everyone on BT, try to stay positive sweetie and keep going forward, you can do it Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Yes, don’t change yourself to meet others expectations! Be you! :)

    • ♥♥I am here for you. I can relate to an extent. Hope you feel btter Mariko, don’t forget to spend your time for YOU and do the things you enjoy.