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    mariko posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    I’m having so many bad thoughts right now is terrifying me. I feel a panick attack creeping on me and the tears don’t stop flowing. I wish I had the self esteem to put a stop at things that need it imediatly. I’ll just accept the fact that I’ll die alone. Fuck this. I’m sorry to anyone that I disappointed and that I will disappoint. But I really wasn’t made for this world. If I could I would live alone in a forest with nature. I hate how superficial , cruel and selfish human beings are , myself included. I can’t handle this.

    • Please don’t let sadness, pain and depression get you down @marikofujimoto, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind and special angel who deserves to feel truly happy and on top of the world, I want to see you smiling and making each day bright Mariko, everything will be OK, the bad thoughts will pass and so many more upbeat moments will happen to you hun, you are a perfect superstar who will do great things and shine Mariko, hold your head up high and know you will win all your battles because you are courageous, believe in yourself and keep going forward, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • I’ve honestly never related to anything more in my life. i’m so sorry you are feeling like this, it’s absolutely awful. i wish you nothing but the best the world has to offer. i hope you find true happiness and are able to keep a hold on it, you seem like a wonderful person, you deserve to have a life full of happiness.

    • @peiyopei I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time aswell. If you ever need a friendly should I’m right here for you !
      also thank you for your lovely words, and you too @oliver , thank you so much