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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    i just feel like i am nowhere, and i am no one.

    • Please don’t feel like that @invincible, you will do amazing things in life and make all your dreams come true beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to smile brightly sweetie and always be kind to yourself, you are a fantastic, wonderful and special person who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, hold your head up high and keep going…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    I need to redirect my fears into not distancing myself from him & my happiness towards him. I need to redirect my stress into not allowing fear to develop and consume me, like it has been. I need to write, read, think about him in positive manners, listen to music, clean, and work.

    • Don’t let your fears break you @invincible, stay focused on all the things that bring you happiness, hope and positivity beautiful angel Cecelia, do all the activities that make you feel good daily and surround yourself with compassionate people, remember you are truly incredible and wonderful Cecelia, everything will be OK sweetie and things will…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    I am willing to drop my entire self to just feel happy. I will merge into another and completely disappear. Too dependent. I need to learn how to not do that to the point it upsets me and can sabotoge my own life and my own independent successes. If they have successes, ambitions and their own sense selflf apart from ME… then I need to learn…[Read more]

    • Always be proud of who you are @invincible, do love and embrace every part of yourself beautiful angel Cecelia, be kind to yourself sweetie because you do matter and you are worth it, you are so amazing and incredible in every way Cecelia, hold your head up high Cecelia and don’t let doubt, insecurities and negativity break you, stay positive and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    Should I try to get help from a therapist or counselor or just let the damage do it’s thing and then look back on it from a dramatic, cinematic viewpoint?

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Do talk to a counselor or therapist @invincible, I’m sure talking to someone and being able to unburden yourself will be beneficial for you beautiful Cecelia, I want to see you feeling happy and positive sweetie, don’t let all the trauma beat you Cecelia, remember you are so brave, courageous and amazing sweetheart, the BT community will always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    I know I have said this a lot, but I am actually I need to get out of here. It’s too toxic. I will literally just die if I can’t leave. I have had enough. I have developed respect for me enough to realize this place is BAD. I just .. I need money and a place to go! I can’t take it here anymore. I absolutely cannot. How can I get out of here…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling unsafe and stuck in a toxic environment @invincible, please try to leave when you can sweetie and find a place of safety, comfort and happiness that will put you at ease and make you smile beautiful Cecelia, you will make it through this sweetheart and please know the BT community will be here for you every step of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    sleeping. all the time. so depressed. the only time during the day I wana be awake is to talk to my best friend for several hours @ night. that is it, that is my life. i am grateful for them and my cat who sleeps with me all day and all night. but wtf! i hope this ends. i have things to do, I cannot have such bad fatigue!

    • I don’t want to see you struggling @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves happiness in her life wonderful Cecelia, don’t let depression break you down sweetheart, stay focused on all the things that bring you hope, purpose and optimism Cecelia, it’s nice that your best friend is there to comfort and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Spending my birthday relaxing and feeling gratitude.

    • Happy Birthday to a truly lovely, incredible, special and beautiful angel @invincible, it’s great to see that you are spending your birthday feeling wonderful Cecelia, this community is so thankful for having you as a member sweetheart, you have done so much for me and all of us here on BT sweetie, please know I will always be here for you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Life is just so hard right now, but I am so grateful for: my new cat (aka my soulmate daughter i love her so much), my best friend, blahtherapy & oli.

    my bday is coming up, hopefully I can have a shift of mood for then. Just gonna relax, do some art & have some yummy food.

    • Please don’t let the struggles of life break you @invincible, stay positive beautiful angel Cecelia and always surround yourself with the things that bring you happiness and hope, it’s so nice to see that you have a cute new animal in your life sweetie, do play with and create awesome memories with your special cat Cecelia, it’s good that your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Ya’ll, I had a breakdown in a GROCERY store it was so embarassing looooool. A family member just really made me hit my limit… she just is causing me way too much pain. I can’t bare it anymore. She doesn’t CARE and her actions keep hurting me. She never acknowledges me in general let alone my pain! This family relationship is just one-sided…[Read more]

    • Your family have no right being horrible to you beautiful angel @invincible, they should treat you with all the love, support and care in the world sweetie, please don’t feel embarrassed about having a breakdown sweetheart, do find ways to get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out Cecelia, hopefully this family member will apologize to you,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    worst thing right now: in debt due to implusive buying and hustling to try and make the money up.

    best thing right now: in love :’)

    msg me if you ever need to talk! I am still here ♥

    • Please don’t worry @invincible, I’m sure you will find good ways to make money and pay your debt beautiful angel Cecelia, your financial situation will become better sweetie, try to stay positive because you will be OK Cecelia, it’s so wonderful to see you in love, everyone deserves a special bond with someone incredible, you do too amazing…[Read more]

    • your messages really inspire me and help me so much you are such a gem in my life and here in everyone’s lives <3

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    If it wasn’t for my cat, the evening sky with music, and BT and my friend, no doubt I would’ve hit the last straw and would probably be actively trying to die right now. Hard. But life is too much to give up now. I just wish I could escape though. COVID19, thanks, I am stuck.

    • Please don’t let life’s struggles get you down @invincible, do surround yourself with all the things that bring you happiness, love and brightness beautiful angel Cecelia, make each day wonderful and hold your head up high sweetie, everything will be OK Cecelia, you will make it through this difficult time and come out so much stronger, we as a…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I am still upset about the incident yesterday. I think it’s because well, my issues are ignored, given no thought/research and sometimes denied by my family members. Now, they viewed it as CONVENIENT to use for their personal gain. (Not getting into the situation unless you know me well and we can DM). That is upsetting. My problems are being…[Read more]

    • Your family have absolutely no right to treat you like that @invincible, they shouldn’t ignore you and use your struggles against you, that’s just wrong beautiful angel Cecelia, you deserve to be treated with kindness and be supported during difficult times, don’t let them bring you down sweetheart, remember to be as upbeat as you can and make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Have never felt so misunderstood and insulted lately than right now. A family member flat out accused/asked me if I have agoraphobia. … They do not know me at all like I thought they did. A.) I am an introvert B) I have general anxiety, not social anxiety C) I enjoy going out sometimes and have had several jobs/situations? … How could someone…[Read more]

    • Your family should support, love and care for you @invincible, it’s sad to see that they are like that towards you beautiful angel Cecelia, they shouldn’t be clueless Cecelia, you deserve to feel listened to and acknowledged sweetie, I would talk to your family so they can understand better and be there for you when you are struggling,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months ago

    if covid19 ruins my autumn trip with the greatest person i’ve ever met on a serious deep level… i will … idk. probably be dramatic and write sad poetry. :( plssssss

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Hopefully you will get to go on your trip where you will create fantastic memories and great moments that you will treasure @invincible, try to stay positive beautiful angel Cecelia and know together we will all beat this awful virus, it’s wonderful to see you have met someone amazing, everyone deserves good friends in life, you do too angel, be…[Read more]

    • @invincible Hey, how are things now?

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    kinda happy due to who i’ve been talking to… i just hope quarantine can end soon

    • It’s great to see you happy @invincible, keep talking to the wonderful person who has made you feel positive beautiful angel Cecelia, hopefully quarantine and this awful virus will disappear soon, currently on lockdown here in the UK and working from home sweetie, hope things are OK and going well for you lovely Cecelia, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

    • I’m happy for you *hug*

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    it’s torture being in quarantine and unsure when it will all end so you can be closer with those you are apart from. i hope they don’t die.

    • I know it’s difficult but you will make it through this @invincible, the UK is basically in the same situation beautiful angel Cecelia, on lockdown, but try to stay as positive as you can sweetie, take care of yourself and look after your relatives too hun, use the time in quarantine to take up a new interest or hobby, find activities to do that…[Read more]

    • Right now I want to be away from someone I’m quarantined with…

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    the only people i truly love in my family – all three of them are older, and vulnerable for coronavirus and fatality from it. they don’t care. but i am fearful for them. if the unimaginable happens to them – i am telling you now – i will LOSE my sanity and cognitive abilities and die.

    • We are living through hard times as a society but please know you will make it through this @invincible, do take care of your older and vulnerable relatives sweetheart and look after yourself too beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to wash your hands and stay healthy, everything will be OK Cecelia, we will all overcome this virus and come out…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    iam worried for and scared for the elderly and vulnerable. and underneath it, for all of us.

    be serious. stay cool, but be serious.

    • It’s OK to be worried but remember you will make it through this @invincible, these are difficult times we are living through as a society, but do look out for those who are vulnerable and take care of yourself too beautiful angel Cecelia, be strong sweetie and do your best to look forward as the future will be so bright for you Cecelia, keep…[Read more]

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