I’ve reached a point where I don’t even know how to interpret my own feelings. I never know if I’m happy or just pretending to be, if I’m tired or just feeling numb. I’ve reached a point where I don’t even know if I’m faking it anymore. View
I am 25 years old and have been reluctant to seek help for almost a decade now. I have been struggling with depression, ptsd, self harm addiction, chronic illness and even a near death experience. I have got to much on my plate to keep handling these things myself. I just need someone who knows what I'm going through and can let me get out some of these painful feelings.