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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    People think I want ’attention’ like what am I, 5? No. I want and NEED something much more vital than petty attention. I just want people to CARE and LOVE and HELP/SUPPORT me emotionally through hard times.

    • Oli replied 2 days ago

      I know how you feel @invincible, I have been in the same situation with certain family members too beautiful angel Cecelia, they think I want ‘attention’ when all I want is someone to talk too and reach out too, we all deserve to be loved and cared for sweetheart, to have compassionate people around us especially during difficult times, I want…[Read more]

    • @invincible, the entire BT community loves you, and we are all here for you. You are NEVER, EVER alone! Inbox me if you need ANYTHING at all, because I’m here for you.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    I want to and try to be open and vulnerable with what is going on and what is affecting me and in what ways but all i get is ignored and uninterested in. I am really trying and it would be a lot more helpful if my family & friends would help & support me. Or you know, like, CARE.

    • Oli replied 2 days ago

      Anyone who ignores you when you are feeling upset isn’t worth it @invincible, you deserve to feel comforted, supported, taken care of and looked after beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always surround yourself with as much compassion, empathy, love and kindness as you can sweetie, please know I’ll always be here for you if you ever need to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    It’s like nothing can ever be wrong with me, I have to be perfect and emotionless. Well I am tired of this – it only makes me feel like I should turn cold & mean. But that is not me! I just wish my family member would care and see what the situations going on rn are doing to me.
    I need to get USED to the fact that no one cares and that only I…[Read more]

    • Your family should treat you with love and care @invincible, they should be supportive towards you beautiful angel Cecelia and help you when you feel upset sweetheart, I don’t want to see you sad sweetie but it is OK to let down your walls when you feel overwhelmed, everyone deserves compassionate people around them hun, you do too, please…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 17 hours ago

    need to vent without someone feeling annoyed or judgemental

    • Talk to me @invincible, I’ll always be here for you beautiful angel Cecelia, I want to see you feeling happy, positive and upbeat sweetheart, tell me what’s on your mind hun, I will never judge you Cecelia, I want the best for you angel, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent sweetie, stay strong, you are never alone :)[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 23 hours ago

    did a walk with my grandmother for Alzheimer’s to end it. Walked 3 miles and had a good time. We wore purple and there were lots of booths with fun things and items to get before/after the walk. I enjoyed spending time with her and talking!

    • That’s so lovely and inspiring @invincible, you are such a beautiful soul sweetheart who is truly helping others overcome struggles in their lives, remember to take care of yourself too wonderful angel Cecelia, keep spending time with your grandma and always be there for her, glad you had a fantastic day sweetie, remember to keep smiling and…[Read more]

    • Those walks are very encouraging as well as heartwarming. I’ve done a few for multiple sclerosis (my mother has it, my sister has it, and a couple of people from my mom’s side of the family has it), and those days were some of the best. Haven’t done any walks in awhile, but walking for a cause brings a good feeling.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    totally stressed, ate a bunch of the halloween candy because i was craving something sweet and bad for my body and then i threw most of it up because i dont want that shit in my body. I walked for over an hour today and felt good. I need to tell my gradmother to hide the sweets and bad food for me so i don’t get so stressed and depressed and give…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Please don’t feel stressed and overwhelmed @invincible, do relax as best you can and take care of yourself beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to stay positive, healthy and happy, try to eat food that will make you feel great in mind and body Cecelia, it’s good to see that you are blocking yourself from negative things in life, stay focused on…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    this is making me fucking ill all this drama shit so tense i can’t concentrate on work i should
    ve done already. no one seems to understand or give one shit. excpet one person which i am grateful for. everyone else is making this just mpore hurtful & harder to cope.

    • Please don’t let drama make you upset @invincible, try to relax as best you can sweetie and focus on making yourself feel wonderful, you are such a beautiful angel Cecelia who truly deserves happiness and love in her life, surround yourself with all the things that bring you joy and keep going forward with optimism and positivity, you will make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    So overwhelmed, annoyed and upset by this drama around me. God… it just makes me wanna sleep all day, not care about anything and eat bad food.

    • Please don’t let negativity and drama get you down @invincible, stay positive sweetie and surround yourself with as much happiness, brightness and love as you can Cecelia, you are such a beautiful angel who truly deserves all the best out of life Cecelia, I want to see you feeling fantastic hun, everything will be OK Cecelia, make each day…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I am just so fucking tired of this. when so many people give you pain you really start to believe that you deserve pain and look for ways to hurt yourself.

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you don’t deserve pain and sadness beautiful angel Cecelia, anyone who tries to make you feel upset, sad and horrible isn’t worth your time sweetie, remember you are such a fantastic person who deserves to be surrounded by hope, happiness, love and brightness hun, everything will be OK Cecelia, smile…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Has anyone contacted blah through emai lor twitter to let them know they are letting their website get screwed up!? sigh. if anyone sees this, lemme know . Ican’t even see anyone’s status updates if they have made any because spam happens every 10 seconds it seems. God, the admins at blah really screwed this up. Hop they are happy!I won’t give…[Read more]

    • It’s so frustrating and annoying @invincible, the spam is really ruining this beautiful community sweetie, I would try to contact the moderators/admin and see if anything can be done to stop it, I would put my name forward to be admin if that is what the wonderful BT community wanted because the spam can’t go on like this, thank you for always…[Read more]

    • I’ll try to contact them on twitter and facebook and tell them what is going on

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    was up til 3:30 am this morning crying in utter pain that my step family member mostly has caused me. why do I give them such power over me? God. I feel like shit today

    • Please don’t let horrible people have any power over you @invincible, your step family have absolutely no right treating you badly sweetie, I want to see you feeling loved, cared for and appreciated beautiful Cecelia, remember to hold your head up high and know you are so much stronger than those who seek to break you, you are such a fantastic,…[Read more]

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    Meow ;) posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    The only thing I can say to myself is cheerup

    Mood : Cheerful
    • It’s great to see you cheerful, upbeat and positive @gangu, always smile brightly and keep being the fantastic, special and amazing person that you are Meow, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Meow, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    went outside for a bit in the storm, now i am calm. <3

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      That sounds so pleasant. I always enjoy going outside during storms. It really is relaxing.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      It’s nice to see you relaxed and calm @invincible, do listen to the rain and calm sounds that help sooth your mind and put you at ease Cecelia, everything will be OK sweetie, always be the beautiful and incredible angel that you are and never give up, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    severe thunderstorm outside. so refreshing and relatable to how i feel.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    my friends sure are betraying me deeper and deepr meanwhile my family are keeping up their drama and i feel totally hooked on wasting my money on online shopping and my writings have not been submitted, though i’ve had a little luck on online selling, these classes are so heavy and i feel like i am drowning and no one gives a single fuck! story…[Read more]

    • @Invincible

      I’m sorry they’re treating you this way. I’ve had my fair share of “friends”; I thought I needed them in my life because they were all I had. But I eventually learned that I’d rather be alone than to be treated poorly by so-called friends.
      I hope better people enter into your life, the family drama dies down, and some ease…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I don’t want to see you being treated badly @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves to be loved and appreciated, as @devilndisguise says, better people will enter into your life sweetie, you are truly incredible Cecelia and you deserve to have good people around you, don’t let family drama upset you hun, I…[Read more]

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