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    Karolina posted an update 5 years, 7 months ago

    Haven´t been online here for some time!
    Alot has happened since then. Not all good, and not all bad either!

    Mood : Bored
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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    I Wanted to feel something so bad, and Wanted to cut so bad, i took My bed of nails, and layed on top of it. Dont know If it was a good decision or not.
    Maybe i should use it Every night?!

    Mood : Distracted
    • Please don’t harm yourself @suklaakakku, try to focus on the things that make you feel awesome, you will make it through tough times and come out so much stronger Karolina, you are a good person who doesn’t deserve any pain, hold your head up high and keep fighting, you are a survivor who will overcome, don’t give up, try to relax and take some…[Read more]

    • Being of a bed of nails is not hurting yourself. Sure it Can be a little painful, but not in The needing kind of way.

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    In 2 days, its my birthday. And i thought that last years birthday was un necessary, This year is worse.
    I removed it from facebook, to see if any of my friends actually remembers it. I doubt it.

    Mood : Blah
    • Have a great birthday @suklaakakku and enjoy yourself Karolina, you deserve to have good people around you who remember your special days, I’m sure you will meet compassionate people who will always be there for you hun, remember you are a much appreciated member of this community, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you…[Read more]

    • I hope you have a great birthday. None of my birthdays was ever shared with any of my ”friends” since they always forgot it or never wanted to celebrate it with me so I can relate. Treat yourself out to things you enjoy. Eat your favorite foods and shows and make it as relaxing and happy as you can. Message me if you ever want to talk :)

    • I hope you have a very happy birthday. If someone you consider a true friend depends on a social media site to remember your special day, they have no place in your circle. Enjoy yourself on YOUR day, and surround yourself with who/what you truly want! :)

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    It hurt whenever i breath. I can feel my depression coming back. And it´s worse this time, i can feel it.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t let sadness bring you down @suklaakakku, you are a survivor and warrior who will make it through tough times and come out so much more stronger Karolina, you will beat all your struggles and you will win all your battles, things will work out hun and everything will be OK, keep going and don’t give up, try your best to be upbeat and…[Read more]

    • I am always alone.

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    Today i visited both grandma and grandpa.
    My grandmas vaccum cleaner broke yesterday so we bought her a new one and came with it to her.
    And my mom was already going to visit grandpa, since he is so sick now. He has cancer in his lung, and im sure he has it some other place too. And he is very very sick, they don´t even treat him anymore, they…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • I’m so sorry about your Grandpa @suklaakakku, I would try to spend as much time with him as you can, remember to always love, support and be there for him, hopefully things will be OK Karolina, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too sweetie, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • The only way he actually can be “okay” is if he pass away. Since the cancer is so bad, and they can´t even treat it. The cancer can´t kill itself. And since there is nothing stopping it, there is really no way of getting rid of the cancer anymore. OFC i still hope that there will be a way for him to survive. But i know that it isn´t.
      And i…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    I have seriously no idea what to do with my life.
    Im going to apply to study psychology next year, but i have no idea what to do if i don´t get it. Since i can sort of only apply to one school, since the other ones are really far away, and i don´t want to move right now. And if i get in, i´m terrified that i won´t be able to study for it. That it…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
    • I’m sure you will do great things in life @suklaakakku, you will achieve all your goals and dreams Karolina, be positive and don’t give up, do what makes you feel truly happy and what makes you feel good, everything will fall into place hun, you will be successful, believe in yourself and keep going, you can do it, there is always hope sweetie,…[Read more]

    • You’ll worry about it when it’s time to prepare exams, university students have a flexible schedule, if it’s hard you’ll throw more time at it, but do brush up your studying skills while you wait, reading up on studying techniques and scheduling will give you a good start.

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    Right now i feel so alone.
    Listening to Glee songs and missing it. I miss Glee, it was like My friend. That i was one of them. And without it i feel so lost.

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t feel alone @suklaakakku, you are amongst friends in this community Karolina, we are all here for you, no one deserves to feel lonely hun, feel free to message me if you want to talk or if you need a friend, my inbox is always open, stay strong :) (hugs)

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    Wow. I haven’t been here for a while.
    Have graduated since i was last here. And No job. And now im recovering from appendicitis surgery. Hope everyone is doing Okay.

    Mood : Peaceful
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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 7 months ago

    103 days until graduation, and i have no idea what to do with my life.

    Like seriously. Im just waiting for a reason to even stay alive.

    Mood : Crappy
    • Even after your graduation, you still have plenty of time to figure out what you want to do. Try to find a purpose, something that makes you happy.

    • I don´t want to be like my brother. Doing nothing for 4 years and being stuck here. I hate it here.

      And i haven´t been happy for years.

    • You’re not your brother, you’re you. You’re not bound to be like him. You’re your own person, you have the ability to choose a different path.

    • so? i still don´t want to be stuck here.
      I want to leave here as soon as i graduate. But i cant

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    Karolina joined the group Group logoThe misunderstood 6 years, 8 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 8 months ago

    it hurts in my chest, and i miss cutting.
    Ugh..

    Mood : Depressed
    • It would not be good for you to return to harming yourself. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me.

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 9 months ago

    i was sitting and binge watching Glee. Crying and bawling my eyes out.
    And i cried for several reasons.
    1. i don´t have friends like that, and i probably never will.
    2. I´m going to miss Glee, since the last season will air soon.
    3. The episode was sad.
    4. I watched the episode Quarterback, and i was wondering if anyone would miss me if i died.

    Mood : Depressed
    • You never know what the future may bring. There’s always a chance to make friends and to have friends like that. Don’t give up yet. If you would die there would be people who would miss you and be sad about it. There are always people who care about you and want you around. Keep your head up, things will get better. If you want to talk, my inbox…[Read more]

    • Please don’t give up @suklaakakku, you deserve to be here, you were put on this earth to do great things, you are such a special person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world, keep smiling and try to be positive, things will work out for you, remember that the entire Blah community cares about you and so do I, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update in the group Group logoTumblr 6 years, 9 months ago

    Follow me on Tumblrhttp://iwillstealyourboyfriendoneday.tumblr.com/

    Mood : Happy
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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 9 months ago

    Follow me on tumblr http://iwillstealyourboyfriendoneday.tumblr.com/

    Mood : Happy
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    Karolina asked “Tarot6 years, 10 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago

    For christmas i got a Tarot Rider Waite deck, and i was wondering if anyone have any suggestions on websites or books i can buy to learn what all the cards mean.
    There is a small paper with what the cards mean, but since there are many cards with the same number and stuff, it would be easier with pics and description.
    The cards are in swedish,…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago

    I want to go home.
    Im in my house, in my room. But it dosen´t feel like home. It never has, and probably never will.

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    Karolina answered question “Anyone here who has tested Whey 80/100 protein powder?6 years, 10 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago

    It hurts.
    It literarily hurts when i breath.
    My whole chest is aching.

    And i don´t even know why i´m depressed. My whole chest just hurts and i want to cry

    Mood : Depressed
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