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    Avocadoor posted a new activity comment 7 years ago

    In reply to: Avocadoor posted an update Im losing myself and Im kind of ok with it. I miss self-harm and I just want to fall back into it again. Its so hard not to but Im trying to do it for the people I care about… View

    Thank you, its hard and sometimes doesnt even feel like an accomplishment

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    Avocadoor posted an update 7 years ago

    Im losing myself and Im kind of ok with it. I miss self-harm and I just want to fall back into it again. Its so hard not to but Im trying to do it for the people I care about…

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    • Hi. I am really glad to hear of your accomplishment! It is so great that you have love ones in mind and that’s what keeping you ahead and always will. If you ever feel like talking, feel free to message me :)

    • @lmickelson98 don’t fall back into self harming. I know is very hard to face our problems and deal with the pain and I know self harm for alot of people is the only thing that helps. But is so bad for your body, your body deserves love not to be hurt that way. I hope you manage to stay strong and not relapse. I believe in you :) <3

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Please don’t harm yourself @lmickelson98, try to stay positive and focus on all the things that you care about, you are a fighter and survivor who never gives up, remember to always believe in and love yourself, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you, its hard and sometimes doesnt even feel like an accomplishment

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    Avocadoor posted an update 7 years ago

    It’s interesting how different my life is than I thought it would be. Looking back and who I was and where my life was a couple of years ago, it’s like everything I had going for myself before came crashing down. My life almost seemed guaranteed to be ok and its really hard because it’s not ok…

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Don’t let life’s struggles get you down @lmickelson98, I’m sure you will get yourself to a wonderful place where you feel happy with how things are, hold your head up high and know you will win all your battles, difficulties may be thrown at you but remember you will overcome, brighter days are ahead, believe in yourself and go forward with…[Read more]

    • I totally understand how you’re feeling and it’s very hard to see past hard times but it has to be a point where this time will pass and you will be so happy that you won’t remember these moments. I truly wish you the best and if you’re ever up for talking, feel free to message me.

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    sugar-coated-toast posted a new activity comment 9 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: sugar-coated-toast posted an update I guess im at a new part of my life. i left behind my plans and am just focusing on what? what am i going to do with my life?? i dont even have my permit yet…this is all so […] View

    thanks oli its sometimes so frustrating and difficult to do anything or focus on what i want when everyone wants me to do something else

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    I guess im at a new part of my life. i left behind my plans and am just focusing on what? what am i going to do with my life?? i dont even have my permit yet…this is all so overwhelming…. i dont want any of what everyone seems to want for me..

    Mood : Drained
    • You will do great things with your life @lmickelson98, never give up, wonderful things will happen to you and you will be so successful, always believe in yourself, make all your dreams and goals happen, you can do this, keep fighting and stay strong, hold your head up high and remember you are never alone, you are such an awesome person who…[Read more]

    • thanks oli its sometimes so frustrating and difficult to do anything or focus on what i want when everyone wants me to do something else

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    it really bugs me that no matter how much i try i still am not good enough for my mom, sorry i didnt understand your short hand, sorry you consider my back talk saying im sorry, fucking sorry i dont want to pay for an iphone when you offered. and im fucking sorry im the biggest dissapointment ever

    Mood : Angry
    • Please don’t think like that @lmickelson98, you are not a disappointment, you are a beautiful and amazing person, don’t give up, you are wonderful, you will be successful and do great things, keep your head up, you are strong and you are not alone, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want,…[Read more]

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    sure cant wait to get this new piece<3

    Mood : Excited
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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    wth now i like him… shit

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    i just want to be reckless and forget everything for a bit

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    got tons of new music today

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    this summer wasnt half bad, im glad its almost school though, i miss my friends

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    sugar-coated-toast and Profile picture of Janey babyJane are now friends 9 years, 8 months ago

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    i think im pregnant…

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 9 months ago

    seriously getting tired of people…

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    sugar-coated-toast posted a new activity comment 9 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: sugar-coated-toast posted an update finally got a longboard, now i just need to practice! haha its so beautiful <3 its got a picture of the ocean and its a sector 9 board(: i even used my own money to buy it!! View

    yea i love mine but i never skateboarded before, so im completely just learning

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    sugar-coated-toast posted an update 9 years, 9 months ago

    finally got a longboard, now i just need to practice! haha its so beautiful <3 its got a picture of the ocean and its a sector 9 board(:
    i even used my own money to buy it!!

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    sugar-coated-toast replied to the forum topic What tattoo do you have/want? in the group Group logoTattoos/Piercings 9 years, 9 months ago

    i dont have a tattoo yet, but i want to get angel wings on my back in white ink and daisies and other flowers down both my sides just as simple lines

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