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    hardstyle4life posted a new activity comment 10 years ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update :( Years of depression has taken it’s toll on me, I want the pain, sadness, darkness and loneliness to end. I’m such a screw-up, failure and disappointment, I need to disappear, I haven’t got a […] View

    I know the feeling man! Just know that you commented a few times on my updates when I felt like crap and your comments where always so sweet/caring! You helped me a lot with those comments, like I actually felt like I was worth something when I was bad because of what you said to me! You are certainly not worthless or anything like that! You Are…[Read more]

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    hardstyle4life posted an update 10 years, 1 month ago

    It’s so hard when someone you care about very much is doing very, very bad and you live so far away and cannot do anything except for hoping that he/she is okay….

    Mood : Stressed
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    hardstyle4life posted a new activity comment 10 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: hardstyle4life posted an update That moment that a few of your friends say they have to head off while youre together in a chatroom and they appear to be in another chatroom laughing as heckie :’( thank you oh so […] View

    Thank you Oli! Right before one of them left I asked if he could test some code for me (have been working on it today for more then 10 hours) and he said he had to head off so I presumed he had to leave the house…. I just typed in very much instructions and then he leaves like that :( . He even mentioned that I was very down himself

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    hardstyle4life posted a new activity comment 10 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: hardstyle4life posted an update That moment that a few of your friends say they have to head off while youre together in a chatroom and they appear to be in another chatroom laughing as heckie :’( thank you oh so […] View

    Yeah, I’m still very down (almost crying here) and really not in the mood to go into a laughy chatroom. Thank you for your reply! it made me feel a bit less lonely

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    hardstyle4life posted an update 10 years, 2 months ago

    That moment that a few of your friends say they have to head off while youre together in a chatroom and they appear to be in another chatroom laughing as heckie :’( thank you oh so very much!!! And they knew I was sad/lonely/down….

    • Yeah, I’m still very down (almost crying here) and really not in the mood to go into a laughy chatroom. Thank you for your reply! it made me feel a bit less lonely

    • I’m here for you @live4hardstyle, they don’t deserve someone amazing like yourself, they should really treat you better, you don’t deserve to be treated like that, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime (hugs)

    • Stay strong, you are not alone (hugs)

    • Thank you Oli! Right before one of them left I asked if he could test some code for me (have been working on it today for more then 10 hours) and he said he had to head off so I presumed he had to leave the house…. I just typed in very much instructions and then he leaves like that :( . He even mentioned that I was very down himself

    • Don’t let them treat you badly or leave you out, you don’t deserve to be treated like that, you are a beautiful, amazing, kind and caring person, you deserve a lot better (hugs)

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    hardstyle4life replied to the forum topic What are your dreams. in the group Group logoVent It! 10 years, 2 months ago

    My dream is to finish my study, move to the UK and work as a pentester aka ethical hacker (someone who gets hired by company’s to try to hack into their networks/system to find security flaws and fix them if […]

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    hardstyle4life replied to the forum topic I am Joost in the group Group logoI am.. 10 years, 2 months ago

    @Lgchinadragon I just saw your response (I know, almost a year late). I guess its kind of too late to answer and I’m very sorry for not seeing your reply (I didn’t get a notification and I have a very bad […]

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    hardstyle4life joined the group Group logoChronic Illness Warriors 10 years, 2 months ago

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    hardstyle4life replied to the forum topic Introduce yourself :D in the group Group logoChronic Illness Warriors 10 years, 2 months ago

    I’m Joost, I’m 18 years old and I don’t really have any mental illness/disorder. I do have a very low self esteem though.
    I’m currently studying Application Development (software development) and in my free […]

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    hardstyle4life replied to the forum topic Can guys and girls truly be friends? in the group Group logoDating & Relationship Gurus 10 years, 2 months ago

    I think guys and girls can be really friends! I’m a guy for example, and most of my closest friends (who I trust with anything) are girls and we are not attracted to each other in any non-friendship ways!

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    hardstyle4life posted an update 10 years, 2 months ago

    I feel so damn worthless and just idk….. depressed, stressed, self esteem dropped very deeply :’(

    Mood : Stressed
    • It’s going to be alright :)
      If you need someone to talk to, I’m always here for you.

    • You are not worthless, please don’t think negatively about yourself @live4hardstyle, stay strong, you are not alone, you will make it through this, you will beat this pain, keep your head up, things will get better, there will be better days ahead for you, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me if you want (hugs)

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