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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    I genuinly hate people.
    Lately have been massive anxiety issues, which are tiggered by anger.
    Even people I care about have been infuriating me.
    Let me be me. Don’t try to change me, fuck off.

    Mood : Angry
    • Don’t let mean people make you upset @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, lovely and fantastic angel who deserves to be treated with love, care, compassion and respect by others, so many people appreciate and love you Mariko, I want the best for you sweetie and don’t want to see the meanness of horrible people break you, hold your head up…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 3 hours ago

    Not having a good day. Anyone want to talk?

    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad sweetie, you can always talk to me about absolutely anything Mariko, you are such a beautiful, amazing and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness in the world, please don’t let the bad times get you down, stay positive and always shine hun, you can…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Another thing I learned is be real to yourself. Is hard to not be ashamed of some stuff. I was always ashamed of liking music, and as 23 enjoying plushies and cutesy stuff. But I’m happy now, once I accepted myself.
    Be weird, be random, be original. Be you.

    • Always be yourself and don’t let anyone make you feel differently @marikofujimoto, be proud of being quirky, unique and original Mariko, as long as you are truly happy, that’s what matters sweetie, love and embrace every part of yourself and your bright personality, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Want a better life? get rid of toxic people. Seriously. Is better to be alone, in the best company ever (which is yourself) than to be with people that would stab you in the back in a second.
    While you don’t find loving and really caring people, just hang out with yourself.
    Fuck people who only look for you when they need to. Fuck people who…[Read more]

    • Do surround yourself with real, compassionate and kind people who will always stick by you no matter what @marikofujimoto, everyone deserves good friends around them, friends who will talk to them about both the good and bad things in life, you do too sweetie, I want to see you truly feeling amazing either with others or by yourself Mariko because…[Read more]

    • So true Mariko you are saying some REAL stuff that everyone should hear!

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    On a more positive note, I’ve dived into my love for food and food photography by running and instagram page dedicated to all the food I eat. I’m pretty pleased with all the different stuff I’ve been having, and overall using this instagram account is almost therapeutic to me. It keeps my nerves in check.

    • That’s wonderful @xxbaybayxx, keep taking photos of inspiring things and things that put a smile on your face Oliver, food photos are so great and delicious hehe, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Awesome! I am so happy for you!!

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I’m not sure what to do in this situation. I love my boyfriend, I love him more than anything….but I notice his friends are always so negative towards him. They mock him, constantly call him a woman, make demeaning memes using photos he’s posted of himself. And it’s honestly taking a toll on me mentally. Especially when their joking turns…[Read more]

    • You and your boyfriend deserve so much better @xxbaybayxx, your boyfriend’s friends should be so ashamed of themselves, they have absolutely no right to treat your boyfriend like that, I would tell your boyfriend to dump them and find friends who will treat him with kindness, love and compassion, hope everything works out for both of you Oliver,…[Read more]

    • @activity it can be two things:

      1) guys have a different notion of friendship and boundaries than women. Some guys see name calling and making fun of stuff, as a way to make their friendship strong. Might not make sense to you, but it does to them? – If it’s the case though, doesn’t mean you have to be confortable with it. You can tell his…[Read more]

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    lilwisher93 posted an update 2 weeks ago

    Just wondering how do break off with a guy you been dating for so long that you no longer love because of the way he had been acting lately and lost interest to him

    Mood : Curious
    • I would be honest with him and tell him how you feel @lilwisher93, let him know that you feel the relationship isn’t working anymore because you just aren’t as close with him as you used to be, you are a wonderful person who deserves a partner who will show you unconditional love and support, hope everything works out, you will be OK, inbox me…[Read more]

    • Let your partner know how are you feeling about your relationship, and let them also express themselves too. If you think that you two can work things out, give the relationship an oportunity. But if it’s it’s something definitive, then put an end. You deserve to feel comfortable and happy, there’s no positive thing about force yourself to be…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    2017 was one of the hardest years I had ever had to face. I’m surprised I’m doing so well and I’m glad I’m still alive.

    Dealing with abuse is hard. Being yelled at daily, being judged for everything you like to do….and not being able to be yourself is so mentally taxing on you. I spent 2 years wondering what’s wrong with me. Thinking I was…[Read more]

    • You have been through so much and survived, it shows how truly strong, amazing, courageous and brave you are @xxbaybayxx, I’m sure things will go your way in the months and years ahead Oliver, you will be reunited with your daughter and have a wonderful place to live with your boyfriend, I wish you all the best, don’t let the past memories of…[Read more]

    • How incredible and inspirational your strength is. Keep moving forward, don’t let the darkness control you. I am proud <3

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    So the last time I updated this, I think I made mention that I started talking to my ex from highschool again.

    It’s currently June and that man and I are going on 5 months together.

    I’m currently out of a abusive household that my other ex had me trapped in, and got over the pains that they caused me. I’m doing better, eating better, finally…[Read more]

    • It’s so good to read you are in a path that makes you happy @xxbaybayxx. I really hope life keeps bringing you joy and happiness, you deserve it. Keep going!!

    • It’s great to see you happy with how things are in your life @xxbaybayxx, I’m sure things will continue getting better and brighter for you Oliver, smile and keep being the awesome person that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That’s fantastic news; I am very thrilled for you!

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    lilwisher93 posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    Decided to come back to talk to these lovely people. I hope all is well

    Mood : Amazed
    • Good that you are back! I hope everything is well for you too!

    • Hope you are doing well and things are going amazingly in your life @lilwisher93, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, keep being the compassionate and sweet person that you are, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you. I hope that everything is well for you, too!

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    AnonyMissAnn posted an update in the group Group logoRock and metal 1 month, 1 week ago

    Im still here. And I saw Primus and Mastodon last night!

    Mood : Amused
    • Your summer has started on a loud note. Rock on!

    • Glad to see you back on BT @anonymissann, keep going to amazing concerts and enjoy yourself, always smile and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    This is random, but am I the only one that can’t stand Walking Dead? I never seen such bad writing. To not mention the ammount of cliche elements I’ve seen. I don’t get why the show is so famous.

    • FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME

    • I have never watched the show @marikofujimoto, so I can’t really offer an opinion, but I’m sure you will find other things to watch and enjoy Mariko, hope you are both doing well Mariko and @invincible, keep being beautiful angels inside and out Mariko and Cecelia, I’ll always here for both of you, inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Is so frustrating and disappointing to live under people’s words. They promise you the world, and you believe. In the end you get hurt, disappointed, you feel like a joke…
    In the end you really only have yourself. You can call it selfish but is the only way to live in this world.
    All I need is myself. I don’t need anyone. You can keep your…[Read more]

    • Anyone who makes promises to you should always be there to help and support you no matter what @marikofujimoto, those who lie to you or betray you aren’t worth it hun, I want to see you being surrounded by compassion, love, empathy and kindness, please know so many people appreciate you Mariko, you truly deserve friendship and to have a strong…[Read more]

    • @oliver you’re 100% right

    • I completely understand and I live by this, too because it’s the only way to.

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    The most frustrating thing in this world, is you thinking your loved ones also love you. Anyone is able to throw beautiful words at you, but action? Very few people can. Stop understanding their excuses.

    • You are such a compassionate, kind and beautiful angel who deserves to feel cared for, appreciated, loved and acknowledged @marikofujimoto, your family should support you and always be there for you no matter what Mariko, please be kind to yourself and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT community, those around you should…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 months ago

    To anyone that thinks depression and anxiety have an on/off switch, fuck you. Actually fuck you.
    Don’t talk to me, don’t even show up in front of me.
    As someone who struggles with this since very young, as someone who has been on meds and as someone who has a therapist, I’ll will say fuck you. Is not a matter of “oh you can be happy if you…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Focus on making yourself feel happier and positive emotionally and mentally @marikofujimoto, others really should give you advice that will truly helps you and makes you feel listened too, acknowledged and heard Mariko, anyone who judges you or is ignorant of mental health and the struggles you go through isn’t worth it sweetie, please don’t give…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 months ago

    Hate complaining, but I don’t know what else to do. I don’t know how to feel happy. Everything is so dark.
    Doesn’t help I live in this stupid little pathetic town, where everyone is cruel, judgmental, that are always gossiping, and the cherry on top of the cake is that I’m terrified and angry I’ll see my abusive ex and his family.
    I try to…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling upset, down or sad @marikofujimoto, I want to see you positive and upbeat Mariko, I’ve been worried about you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind, compassionate and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, someone like you who is so special doesn’t deserve to be abused…[Read more]

    • Hi Mariko,
      I am sorry to hear that you’re going through such a rough time right now. Are you currently seeing anyone, a psychologist, about the issue? What kind of coping strategy are you utilizing presently? I am sorry that I am not more of a help right now. If you want to talk more in-depth about the situation, I am more than willing to listen…[Read more]

    • I am here for you! I am so sorry you are going through this ♥♥ I send you my love. You can get through this♥

    • @tomorrow I do have a therapist yes. I’ve been on therapy since January of this year.
      Is helpful but is only 1h a week so doesn’t even cover 5% of my problems.
      Is the only thing I can have right now, is the only free resources from the state.

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    mariko posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    I want to die. But then i don’t. I do. I don’t. Back and forth.

    • Please don’t think like that @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves all the happiness in the world sweetie, don’t let life’s struggles get you down Mariko, death will not solve anything hun, I want to see you truly happy and living a life where you feel content, positive and fulfilled, so many fantastic…[Read more]

    • I feel… I am here for you 100% if you never need to rant, get advice or talk to someone ♥ serious

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    mariko posted an update 4 months ago

    because I’m turning 23 today x)

    • Ken replied 4 months ago

      Happy birthday!! :3

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Happy Birthday, beautiful angel @marikofujimoto, do have a wonderful day filled with happiness sweetie, hope you are doing OK hun, smile and keep being the fantastic person that you are Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Happy birthday! I love that song!

    • wow i was just listening to this a few hours ago while getting ready lol!

      happy birthday !!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

    • Happy bday!!! hope youre having a good one!!

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