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    Cecelia posted an update 1 hour, 59 minutes ago

    I feel miserable I hope it’s nothing serious, I wonder if it is already from my new pills which I started a few days ago. Might call my doctor tomorrow to see if this is normal, hopefully its nothing serious like a flu or reaction to a bug sting a from few days ago. My family keeps passing it off as “psychosomatic” and “nothing serious” even…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 7 hours ago

    I’m really anxious because I hope my doctor can help me out with medications for my mental health.

    • Please don’t feel anxious or worried @invincible, I would talk to your doctor beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure together you will work with them to find the right medication and support that will make you feel positive, upbeat and happy sweetie, please know you are so incredible, perfect and amazing in every single way Cecelia, smile brightly…[Read more]

    • Hey pretty friend! It is an ongoing battle, but you will win and then you’ll have to keep working at it. I have had to have my meds changed recently and it’s such a bittersweet roller-coaster of emotions. I was very depressed so I went to the doctor and told him my meds may need adjusted. This part is not fun and frustrating because then you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 20 hours ago

    Cool. Spam again.

    • It’s so annoying and frustrating @invincible, BT has to find a way to keep spammers, bots and trolls out of this community, this community is a supportive and loving place, it’s really sad to see spammers come here again and again, I hope this gets properly taken care of, thank you for all the compassion, love and kindness you spread on BT…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 21 hours ago

    so tired of being treated poorly

    • You are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and care @invincible, anyone who is horrible to you isn’t worth it sweetie, you are a good person Cecelia, please surround yourself with compassion and empathy hun, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, everything…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    a bit anxious but kind of too unamused to care lol

    • Please don’t let anxiety you down @invincible, find ways to relax and calm your mind sweetie, surround yourself with the things that make you smile and feel awesome, you will be OK Cecelia, hold your head up high and keep going forward with hope, you can do it beautiful angel Cecelia, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    anyone else feel super annoyed & cold after people just don’t remember what you’ve told them, not just mindless things but serious or simple things they should remember. can’t stand that, totally turns meo ff if you can’t be decent-minded and remember important things when you meet someone new. or misremember and assume instead of just say oh…[Read more]

    • That can be very frustrating @invincible, I would just tell others to try their best to remember what you tell them, especially when it is important information, or tell them to write down what you tell them so they don’t forget, hope everything works out beautiful angel Cecelia, keep being the fantastic and lovely person that you are sweetie,…[Read more]

    • Yes honey, I have that all the time! It makes you feel as though your problems are minor and that ppl don’t care for you. I hope it all gets better tho. There bound to be someone out there that remembers everything you told em right?

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    GOD things would be so much easier if I was pretty. I would feel better, I would feel confident and friendly and be less sad and anxious when it comes to how I look. I would make people like me! It’s sad how badly life has screwed me over, holy crap! I am grateful for life and everything yes but this is how I feel OFTEN whe nit comes to how I…[Read more]

    • not ”i would make people like me” lol ”it would”

    • Hey, hey, @invincible. Don’t say that. I’m sure you look gorgeous. However, I have nothing to base this on, and instead, I will give you a word or two of advice.

      Trust me on this: you wouldn’t rather be pretty. I say this (I’m not trying to brag, I’m just trying to establish credibility) as someone who looks (I think) pretty okay, and gets…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let life’s struggles get you down @invincible, please be kind to yourself lovely angel Cecelia, you are absolutely beautiful, pretty, stunning and incredible inside and out sweetie, personally I hate how I look Cecelia, brown guy with ugly face and glasses, yes I’m very hideous, but I want to see you love and embrace every part of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    anxiety is ruining my life, I really should make an appt with a psychologist! god, what is wrong with me? I keep putting it off unintentionallly. Like my mind doesn’t want to get helped. But fuck my mind I need to look out for myself and make sure my life isn’t ruined by anxiety caused by other people who don’t deserve to win. Also going to…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Please don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and positive beautiful angel Cecelia, find ways to calm your mind sweetie and put yourself at ease, everything will be OK hun, surround yourself with things that make you relaxed and keep going forward with a sense of calmness, do make an appointment with the…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    my self esteem is seriously so bad i didn’t realize how bad it was… it kind of feels useless to even do anything about it i feel like my mind is so fucked up i can’t do anything about it and probably shouldn’t and just rot away into nothing. it really sucks that this was done to me.

    • Please be kind to yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling truly happy, confident and upbeat sweetie, find ways to work on your self esteem so you can better yourself every-day beautiful angel Cecelia, in my eyes hun, you are truly perfect, incredible and special, remember to love yourself and always be positive to the one person who…[Read more]

    • thanks Oli, I am really trying to not let my self esteem be sobad and ruin things for me. Because i no longer want it to, it is not easy but I am trying and will succeed. Thanks for your kind words. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    its like if i want to feel like my friends like me and want to keep me as their friend i need to spend a significant amount of money and time to try and see if that keeps them

    • We all deserve good friends around us, you do too @invincible, just always be the kind, compassionate and loving friend that you are towards them, beautiful angel Cecelia, you shouldn’t have to spend money to get friends in life sweetie, what matters is that you are a supportive friend who will always be there, I may not know you personally hun…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    have really bad fatigue today, I tried to clean and did the majority but it was too overwhelming. my body seriously feels weird i hope its just because of spring and the massive increase in temperature.

    • Please try to rest and take care of yourself @invincible, do relax and get a good sleep when you can, beautiful angel Cecelia, I want you feeling great sweetie, look after yourself and stay fabulous hun, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    tomorrow i will make an appointment with my doctor to talk about a few things and talk about thinking about getting on anxiety meds. I think it is time for me to look into that.

    • Do go to your doctor and talk through things with them @invincible, I’m sure together with them, you will work out the best strategy to help you overcome anxiety, remember to hold your head up high and keep fighting sweetie, you will make it through this because you are so brave and courageous beautiful angel Cecelia, always believe in yourself…[Read more]

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