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    leah posted an update 4 years ago

    the intensely self sabotaging feelings are at it again. i seriously need to find some way to have a healthier relationship with social media, because right now i have these very upsetting thoughts about all the people that i’ve wronged and left behind and how i can never get so many of these friendships back. i thought moving away would help me, but i ended up making a fool of myself and moving back home. there are two people in my life that hurt me so bad and that i’ve hurt so bad who i can never speak to again, but completely avoiding them would mean basically isolating myself yet again from all of my current friends. i don’t really actually know who my friends are anymore. i don’t know if i am capable of having any type of relationship. i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m so sorry i wish i could make everything right again but i can’t.

    Mood : Crushed
    • Oli replied 4 years ago

      Please don’t let sadness get you down @lavendage, you are such a fabulous, special and awesome person Leah who deserves to be surrounded by compassionate people, you could try re-connecting with people, let them know you value their friendship and want things to return to when things were better, I don’t want to see you upset or isolated, everything will be OK, remember to stick with others who love you and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)