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    leah posted an update 3 years, 1 month ago

    the intensely self sabotaging feelings are at it again. i seriously need to find some way to have a healthier relationship with social media, because right now i have these very upsetting thoughts about all the people that i’ve wronged and left behind and how i can never get so many of these friendships back. i thought moving away would help me,…[Read more]

    Mood : Crushed
    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @lavendage, you are such a fabulous, special and awesome person Leah who deserves to be surrounded by compassionate people, you could try re-connecting with people, let them know you value their friendship and want things to return to when things were better, I don’t want to see you upset or isolated,…[Read more]

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    leah posted a new activity comment 3 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Erica posted an update Wow, these so called ”listeners” on this site SUCK. Two people have disconnected with me when I decide to talk about weight. You really know how to help someone out. Pathetic. View

    i feel ya, most of the listeners on here aint shit. focus on the community here and you’ll find that they’re more helpful. xox.

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    leah posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    still endlessly heartbroken, wondering if i’ll ever recover from the traumas from past failed relationships (platonic and romantic alike). listening to sad songs constantly, can only keep myself busy at all times or else i’ll just send myself down a rumination rabbit hole. gotta keep busy, gotta keep busy…

    Mood : Uncomfortable
    • Don’t let the pain of past relationships get you down @lavendage, you are such a special person who deserves true love in life Leah, you will meet your soulmate one day who will give you all the happiness in the world, try to stay upbeat and focus on living each day to the fullest, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

    • Keep busy, and listen to songs about strength, about hope. There is always hope Leah. I talked with a 33 year old that got dumped after 12 years (19-31), and she was wondering about stuff. But you know what, tomorrow is just around the corner, and you may just make a meaningful connection with someone. Or the next day. Just take one day at a time,…[Read more]

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    leah posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    the thing is, i feel like i am constantly not enough yet too much for everyone. i’m completely lost and genuinely feel no one understands me. i really hope i die soon. i’m not going to kill myself, but i do hope i die within the next five years. i don’t know how much more of myself i can handle.

    Mood : Hurt
    • Do you need someone to talk to? I’m right here.
      p.s- love your pic, I’m a HUGE fan of oyasumi punpun manga.

    • Please don’t let sadness and pain get you down @lavendage, you are such a fabulous, special and awesome person who deserves all the happiness in the world, focus on surrounding yourself with brightness, hope and positivity, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and keep being the fantastic ray of sunshine that you are, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    leah posted an update 3 years, 3 months ago

    wow holy shit yall i feel horrible. for the first time ever i took a risk and ask out a boy i really thought i could love, and was rejected. his reasoning were valid, but i just really thought he would fight for me, that he’d put past some things to be with me. everything in my life is changing so fast and i wanted to take a chance with this guy…[Read more]

    Mood : Hurt
    • I’m sorry, I can only imagine how this feels. :( But DON”T GIVE UP, keep hoping and trying and you will get exactly what you desire

    • Don’t give up on finding true love @lavendage, you will meet someone special Leah, a loving and strong relationship will happen to you, stay positive and know your soulmate is out there, be positive and keep going Leah, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    leah posted an update 3 years, 3 months ago

    haha wow, i’m back! nice

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 7 months ago

    it’s days like this where i wonder if my medication isn’t working anymore and i need to increase, or if i’m just going through a really rough time and i don’t know how to deal because things haven’t been this rough in a while.

    Mood : Gloomy
    • You deserve days that are filled with hope and brightness @lavendage, I’m sure things will go wonderfully for you Ari, try to remain upbeat and don’t let anything stand in your way, keep going and remember you will make it, you are a survivor who never gives up, I want to see you truly smiling, always believe in yourself Ari, I’m always here if…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    between relapsing, ruining my hair, and breaking up with my girlfriend, i’d say it’s been a real shitty monday.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t let tough times get you down @lavendage, things may seem hard Ari but they will change for the better, everything will be OK and things will work out, try to stay positive, brighter days are ahead for you, hold your head up high and show everyone that you will make it, you are such an incredible person who will overcome, you will win…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    so apparently, my girlfriend’s ex is coming to her birthday party next week. i don’t know how im going to deal with this without having a meltdown….

    Mood : Worried
    • Do your best to not worry too much @lavendage, I’m sure your girlfriend will stick by you and that you will have a great time at her party, things will be OK Ari, try to stay positive about your relationship going forward into the future, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat :) (hugs)

    • Have you tried talking to your girlfriend about how this makes you feel?

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    if this new medication my psychiatrist put me on for my chronic fatigue doesn’t work / messes with the one medication for my severe anxiety that has actually helped me i swear im just gonna give up on her. the only reason why im still seeing her is because she takes my insurance. she constantly misgenders me, forgets my name, and then talks…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • You deserve treatment that will help and benefit you going forward @lavendage, I’m sure you will find a counsellor who will understand you and make you feel at ease so you can open up to them, I want the best for you because you are truly a wonderful person, hope everything works out, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime, my…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    finally finished the SAT today! now we just hope my girlfriend doesn’t cancel plans like she always does…

    Mood : Hopeful
    • Glad you finished the test @lavendage, do relax, I’m sure everything will be OK, hope you manage to talk to your girlfriend when you can, stay hopeful and positive, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat :) (hugs)

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    the positive: i finished high school today (although i officially get my diploma in june)
    the negative: i’ve been so terribly anxious about money and job apps. getting the job at the pet store is looking good, but i worry i won’t make enough money to pay for my top surgery that i want in the summer. im also worried that since i won’t be at…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • Don’t let your worries get you down @lavendage, try to focus on all the positives and on the good things that will happen Ari, everything will be OK and things will work out, hold your head up high and keep going, do make fantastic things happen for yourself, you can do it, you will get a job that suits you and that makes you feel happy, I would…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    coming out to my parents in around two weeks as transgender…this could change everything. i never thought this would happen but my therapist parents and i are all going to sit down and discuss my physical/emotional transition from girl to agender. i don’t know what’s going to happen. i hope i’ll still have my girlfriend and all of you guys’ support.

    Mood : Nervous
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    ari rose posted a new activity comment 4 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I feel so alone, depressed and lonely, I’m going to be like this forever, no matter how hard I try, I just want a friend and a real hug, I’m sorry :( View

    @Oliver, I don’t always have the spoons (energy) to reply to people but I just wanted to say that I appreciate you a lot. You have so many people that love and care about you on this website and your comments on my posts help me so much. I hope things get better for you soon <3

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    my depression/chronic fatigue and muscle pain is awful today, i might have been broken up with, and the only thing i want is to stay in bed. i can’t fix anything, i never want to go to school again.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t let anything get you down @lavendage, you are such a special and lovely person who deserves all the happiness and joy in the world, I’m sorry that your relationship broke down, you will meet someone who will treat you right and who will stick by you no matter what Ari, you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger,…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    i wish my happiness didn’t revolve around whether or not you talk to me. i hardly know who i am anymore.

    • Your happiness should be about doing what makes you feel comfortable in life @lavendage, do surround yourself with caring people who will make feel content, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the fullest, keep being the extraordinary human-being that you are, everything will work out for you, stay upbeat and keep going forward, you…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    i hope that in 2016 i finally get top surgery and stop thinking about you

    Mood : Anxious
    • Hope you have a wonderful 2016 that is filled with brightness and special moments @lavendage, focus on all the things that will make you smile and that will give you a sense of hope and purpose, you will make it Ari, hold your head up high, keep going and always believe in yourself, things will be OK, don’t give up, you can do it, I wish you all…[Read more]

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    two weeks clean from self harm today :)

    Mood : Proud
    • You should be so proud of yourself @lavendage, keep going forward and keep those harm-free days coming Ari, remember to focus on all the things that make you feel good, I want to see you smiling and being the lovely individual that you know you can be, believe in yourself and never give up, you are a warrior Ari, I’ll always be here if you need…[Read more]

    • @Lavendage Congratulations. Keep up the good work. I’ll be here to support you. Hope everything is okay. Please feel free to hit me up whenever.

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    ari rose posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    the trauma from my last relationship is making this one that much harder

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Try to focus on making your current relationship as strong as possible @lavendage, don’t let horrible moments from your past bring you down Ari, go forward knowing that you can make things better in the future, hopefully things will go amazingly for you and your partner, just stay positive and love each other Ari, you can do it, never give up, I’m…[Read more]

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