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    Lauren posted an update 5 years, 10 months ago

    I was out shopping with my best friend today when I saw freelance packages of blades, I had to hold myself back from grabbing them and buying them while she was around. But I know, one day I’m going to go back and buy them. Just cause I’m weak. It’s going to happen soon, because i’ve slowly gotten weaker.

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    • Please don’t harm yourself @laurenfritter, you will make it through difficult times and come out so much stronger, hold your head up high and try to stay positive, focus on all the amazing things that lie ahead for you, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the fullest Lauren, you are a warrior who will overcome, show everyone how truly fabulous you are, you can do it, never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or if you need support, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, you will never be alone :) (hugs)

    • @laurenfritter try not to think about the future, work on a day at a time, you resisted today, congratulations!

    • I don’t know you stopped yourself then-and the force was strong gahh im terrible :) but how strong you are is up to you. You make your life, try to remember the big picture, the end result, which is overcoming this! I read somewhere that sometimes all you can do is just sit on your hands and wait for the moment to be over. Don’t go back to that mall, don’t bring cash, avoid that store or always bring a friend. Also identify why you believe you’ve gotten weaker-I’m betting your ignoring a problem in your life thats causing you to trigger. Not that it’ll be easy but because you need and deserve to get better. Stay strong-we love you Lauren :)