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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    It’s almost here, bring on 30th September!!!!!!!, I’m actually excited for something! :D

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_gD9-Oa0fg

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FREBR6FH1rg

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    I would like to thank @blackrabbit for always being here for me, she’s truly awesome, amazing and lovely :) <3

    Mood : Thankful
    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Thank you so much for your kindness, love, support and friendship @blackrabbit, you mean so much to me sweetie, I will always be here for you BlackRabbit, always remember that :) <3 (hugs)

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    Michael posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    It’s been several years. I see the boards are still being spammed but at least there’s some use from real people on here. Chat still seems to be used. I hope everyone is keeping well.

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @michaeluk, hope you are OK Michael and everything is going well in your life, it’s sad to see this site being taken over by spam but hopefully BT will one day return to being a place filled with love, compassionate and kindness, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything…[Read more]

    • Thanks, it’s been a while! Good to see you here! I’ve been well, I just stumbled back on here out of curiosity so I’ll probably be listening a bit in the evenings on here. How are you doing?

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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

    NEW TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Words to accurately describe me:
    Pathetic, reclusive, failure, sad, depressed, lost, lonely, stupid, hopeless, alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Will you be my friend? :(

    Mood : Lonely
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Life is so lonely, depressing and sad, I don’t know why I bother or try because in the end, absolutely NOTHING ever works out for me, I’m not a positive person at all, I’m hopeless and lost with no real goals or aspirations, I’m going to be 30 years old next year and have nothing to show for it except failure, I have been a recluse for so long…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 years, 10 months ago

    My boyfriend works at a small grocery store. It’s one of those “small town” type of stores where everytime we go on there he’s greeted by pretty much everyone there.

    I’ve been in the store quite a few times, and my boyfriend has mentioned me and the fact that we have 2 kids together. So people KNOW of me.

    Well…everytime we go in there…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • I’m so sorry hun, that is tough. you have every right to feel the way you do. Hopefully by distracting yourself with music, hobbies & relaxation it can fade and you can feel comfortable. If it keeps bothering you though, confide in someone like a friend, relative or your boyfriend, they really should be considerate and acknowledge your valid feelings.

    • That’s not right at all @xxbaybayxx, they really should acknowledge you when you are together with your boyfriend, you are part of this relationship and you deserve to be treated with respect, I would talk to your boyfriend openly and honestly about everything, also let him know how uncomfortable you are when bumping into ex’s, your boyfriend…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 10 months ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, the pain will never end for me, I just want to die, everything is so hopeless :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    Guess who had a baby last friday? Me. Guess who has postpartum depression? Also me.
    Can’t catch a break it seems.

    • I’ve worked with many clients that suffered with this…just try to start each day counting what is positive in your life, including your precious baby! Life is a gift. Stay strong.

    • I’ve worked with many clients that suffered with this…just try to start each day counting what is positive in your life, including your precious baby! Life is a gift. Stay strong.

    • Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful bundle of joy @xxbaybayxx, please don’t give up, remember to reach out for help and support when you need it Oliver, you will overcome postpartum depression and things will get better, stay focused on making each day bright and loving your child, you are a survivor Oliver, keep going forward with…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    I’ve been trying so many new theraputic measures to keep my head above water, but I hate how temporary joy can be.

    I get into animal crossing, but after 30 minutes of gaming the high of it dies. I tried growing succulents, but that high died. I try everything and at the end of the day, I’m still sitting here swatting at depression like a fly.…[Read more]

    • Everything will be OK @xxbaybayxx, stay focused on your happiness and making each day feel awesome, keep finding therapeutic measures to boost yourself because you are a wonderful person who deserves to smile and be fabulous Oliver, remember to hold your head up high and don’t let anything bring you down, you will make it through this because you…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    The world is in such a rough place right now. This pandemic has me constantly anxious, not knowing what’s going to happen next.
    I’m due to have a child anytime in the next 2.5 weeks. My mother is supposed to drive 5 states to be here when my son is born. And bringing life into this world is just.. horrifying. Let alone having my 3 year old…[Read more]

    • I know things are really nerve-racking and scary right now but try to stay positive and focus on all the good things in the world @xxbaybayxx, remember you will be OK Oliver, try to find ways to relax and calm your mind, focus on getting yourself ready as your pregnancy progresses, I’m sure you will feel a sense of joy when you hold your little…[Read more]

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    Oli and Profile picture of KinkyMomoKinkyMomo are now friends 4 years ago

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    Oli posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    Seriously the more TV spots that come out for this, the more excited I get, bring on April 2020!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it’s only a 30 second TV spot, but SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D , hope everyone on the wonderful BT community is doing well too, remember I love each and every one of you and I want the best for all of you, this community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love…[Read more]

    Mood : Excited
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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    In less than 2 days I’ve recieved messages from 2 of my exes. One was a basic, ”sup” while the other was an apology for the way they hurt me.
    I’ve just been feeling numb since I’ve recieved these messages, and proceeded to just ignore them.

    • I would just ignore them and move on with your life @xxbaybayxx, you are such a wonderful person who deserves happiness and love in his life, while it’s good you received an apology, don’t let all the pain and hurt of what your ex did bring you down, hold your head up high and know you are so much stronger, braver and courageous Oliver, you can…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    Today I’ve just been off and on frustrated. It’s been one of those days where everything continued to go wrong.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling annoyed or frustrated @xxbaybayxx, stay positive and surround yourself with all the things that make you smile Oliver, everything will be OK, be upbeat and remember you are awesome, always be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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