Please don’t do anything drastic. Consult a family member or friend, or some sort of hotline or authority. As you said, you have at least one friend- think of them before you do something you will regret and the people who care about you will suffer from. Also, feel free to message me personally. Stay safe.

Please don’t kill yourself @lachy-smith, you have so much to do and see in life, things will change for the better Lachlan, you are such a special and incredible person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world, things will be OK and everything will work out, don’t let anything get you down, you are a warrior and fighter who never gives up, great things will happen to you and you will be so successful, show the world how truly awesome you are, so much light will come into your life, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, there is always hope, you are so strong and you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)