What’s on your mind @kawttonkandii, I don’t want to see you feeling upset or sad Lizzie, you are such a wonderful and special person who deserves all the love, hope and happiness in the world, things will be OK, do your best to be upbeat and focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, mentally and physically, remember you are a survivor who will overcome all her struggles, believe in yourself and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

I was born by the river in a little tent
Oh and just like the river I’ve been running ev’r since
It’s been a long time, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
It’s been too hard living, but I’m afraid to die
’Cause I don’t know what’s up there, beyond the sky
It’s been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
I go to the movie and I go downtown
Somebody keep tellin’ me don’t hang around
It’s been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
Then I go to my brother
And I say brother help me please
But he winds up knockin’ me
Back down on my knees, oh
There have been times that I thought I couldn’t last for long
But now I think I’m able to carry on
It’s been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change is gonna come, oh yes it will

Hey message me if you wanna. I been where you are dozens of times. Many of us have on here.

I like that song.