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    Josh posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    I’m drifting in and out of rational thought. There is a part that is screaming to act on some primal urge to do what I want, what I perceive everyone else won’t care about. The assumption of their nonchalant reactions is all that fills my consciousness. I want this desperately to be false, that these words I write in this internal story are all fictional. But I’ve lost all ability to act in a coherent way. The loss of everything holding me together has shone light upon how little I truly had and yet I’m losing more day by day. Scratch that, I feel like I’m counting minutes now. It’s easier to not notice time when you feel like you’re not running out of it.

    • Always do what makes you happy @josh1394, don’t let anything or anyone stand in your way of making your dreams come true Josh, you are a good person who truly deserves all the joy that the world has to offer, things will work out for you and everything will be OK, make each day as positive and bright as you can and remember you are a survivor who will achieve all your hopes, goals and aspirations, hold your head up high, go forward with a sense of purpose and never give up, you can do it Josh, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)