In reply to: jaz posted an update Trying very very hard to not self harm. But if I do at least I can go back to the mental hospital so I can sleep. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update well I am on zoloft now and I don’t feel any better. I still sleep up against my door so it cant be opened and I still jump ever time I hear him walk by my door. He started drinking yesterday […] View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update Thanks @michaeluk and @oli for replying. The site would not load when I came back a few minutes after posting. I will try to get on a little later if it does not go down again. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update is there anyone on line right now? I do not want to use the chat cause I get disconnected and never find the person again if we had a good chat and always end up with the trolls over and over againView
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In reply to: jaz posted an update Doc: so why do you feel that you are depressed?
Me: tells what happened between crying and screaming into his couch pillow.
Doc: But if the police say that there was no evidence why do you […] View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update I am fucking done. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update I do not want to be in the house when he gets home but I am afraid of what will happen if I am not. I am trying to find a reason to be gone till after dinner then I can go into my room and […] View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update FUCK. I hope this posts. I am on my phone and it don’t always work on this site. He was not supposed to be home for 2 hours. He just walked in with a big assed bottle of booze and a 6 pack. […] View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update FUCK. I hope this posts. I am on my phone and it don’t always work on this site. He was not supposed to be home for 2 hours. He just walked in with a big assed bottle of booze and a 6 pack. […] View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update Still not wanting HIM anywhere near me but I am not wanting to hurt myself. I hope I can spend the 4th with friends and not here. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update Still not wanting HIM anywhere near me but I am not wanting to hurt myself. I hope I can spend the 4th with friends and not here. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update new avatar from probably the last time I really smiled. View
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In reply to: jaz posted an update I do not want to be in the house when he gets home but I am afraid of what will happen if I am not. I am trying to find a reason to be gone till after dinner then I can go into my room and […] View