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    jaz posted an update 5 years ago

    cant believe I remembered my password. I am here. I am ok.

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 1 month ago

    Trying very very hard to not self harm. But if I do at least I can go back to the mental hospital so I can sleep.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t self harm. I know its hard to stop because I’ve been doing it for 5 to 6 years. If you need someone to talk to I’m always here for you

    • Aw no, please don’t, you know you’ll regret it later when you feel better, you are strong and wonderful and full of magic and love. YOU CAN DO THIS, I believe in you. You are worth so much more than this. But if you need to I’m right here for you, I’m a self harmer myself (but I’m getting better) sending love and hugs and hot chocolate xxxx

    • Please don’t harm yourself @jazzyhands, you have been through so much and survived Jaz, you are a brave and incredible person sweetie, please keep fighting, you deserve a life filled with love, happiness and joy, things will be OK Jaz, you will make it through tough times and come out so much stronger, you can do it, remember you are beautiful…[Read more]

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    jaz posted a new activity comment 5 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: jaz posted an update well I am on zoloft now and I don’t feel any better. I still sleep up against my door so it cant be opened and I still jump ever time I hear him walk by my door. He started drinking yesterday […] View

    I can’t leave it. I have no where else to go and I reported it and was told there was no ”proof”. My word against his and so far he has not done anything again cause I was told to call if he tries. I guess they wont do anything until he does even more.

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 1 month ago

    well I am on zoloft now and I don’t feel any better. I still sleep up against my door so it cant be opened and I still jump ever time I hear him walk by my door. He started drinking yesterday and when I came home I tried to go right to my room and he started yelling at me. He said that I was holding a grudge for over a month and he was sick of…[Read more]

    • Please try to leave that abusive environment @jazzyhands, he has absolutely no right hurting you Jaz, you deserve to be living in a place that is safe and secure hun, do report him Jaz, tell someone what is going on because you don’t deserve it, no one does, please take care of yourself hun, I’m always here if you need to talk or if you need a…[Read more]

    • I can’t leave it. I have no where else to go and I reported it and was told there was no ”proof”. My word against his and so far he has not done anything again cause I was told to call if he tries. I guess they wont do anything until he does even more.

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 1 month ago

    Thanks @michaeluk and @oli for replying. The site would not load when I came back a few minutes after posting. I will try to get on a little later if it does not go down again.

    • If you want, you can drop me some form of social media or email that we could use instead. You can just make a new one if you’d prefer to stay anonymous – no problem at all.
      Take care Jaz

    • Feel free to message me anytime if you want @jazzyhands, I’m here for you Jaz, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    is there anyone on line right now? I do not want to use the chat cause I get disconnected and never find the person again if we had a good chat and always end up with the trolls over and over again

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    Doc: so why do you feel that you are depressed?
    Me: tells what happened between crying and screaming into his couch pillow.
    Doc: But if the police say that there was no evidence why do you still think it happened?
    Me: Fuck off.

    So now I have “anger issues”. why cant they just lock me up without asking stupid ass questions? I would rather still…[Read more]

    • @Jaz are you safe right now? Is there something you can do to help you feel better that does not include hurting yourself in order to get away? If you are having troubles at home, maybe you can stay with a relative or something rather than cutting. Did the police use a rape kit? Sometimes they take forever to process them. Maybe you should get a…[Read more]

    • Please try to stay safe and secure @jazzyhands, others really should listen, help and support you, you deserve to have people around you who you can trust and who can keep you free from harm, I don’t want to see anything happen to you sweetie, don’t do anything to yourself, try to find a good place where you can stay and where you feel totally…[Read more]

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    jaz started the forum topic warning kinda graphic not good in the group Group logoSexual Assault Survivors 5 years, 2 months ago

    I hope it is ok if I write a long post. I will try to put in trigger warnings like I saw on another post.

    If you can’t deal with some graphic stuff please do not read this. I have been crying so hard for a […]

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    jaz joined the group Group logoSexual Assault Survivors 5 years, 2 months ago

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    I am fucking done.

    • Please don’t give up @jazzyhands, don’t let anything get you down Jaz, focus on the things that make you feel happy and that make you smile, you can and will make it through tough times and you will come out so much stronger, you are a survivor and fighter who will overcome hun, you can do this, believe in yourself and hold your head up high,…[Read more]

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    jaz answered question “how do I stop being “attractive” to someone?5 years, 2 months ago

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    jaz posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: jaz posted an update new avatar from probably the last time I really smiled. View

    Had to change it. Apparently if I wear a bikini to a water park, I am dressing like a slut.

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    jaz posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: jaz posted an update site has been down, or was it my connection? View

    thx. Thought so.

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    jaz answered question “how do I stop being “attractive” to someone?5 years, 2 months ago

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    FUCK. I hope this posts. I am on my phone and it don’t always work on this site. He was not supposed to be home for 2 hours. He just walked in with a big assed bottle of booze and a 6 pack. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I am hiding at the park. I am hungry and cant go back and my friend is not home. HELP!

    Mood : Infuriated
    • Are you OK? @jazzyhands, I’m here if you need to talk Jaz, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Don’t let anyone be abusive towards you @jazzyhands, you deserve so much better Jaz, you deserve to be treated with love, care and dignity hun, focus on the things that make you happy and stay safe Jaz, I’ll always be here if you need to talk :) (hugs)

    • how can we help? Send a message if you want someone to talk to. More than happy to listen. Saw your Q&A, and put 2 and 2 together and came up with 6. I may not be good at math, but I can talk to you if you want to.

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    jaz asked “how do I stop being “attractive” to someone?5 years, 2 months ago

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    jaz posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    site has been down, or was it my connection?

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    jaz posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Emily posted an update Nights are so lonely. I always end up thinking too much. View

    Same. Nights take so long some times.

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