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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    I know this sounds stupid too, but it’s like my (few remaining) friends are just dropping me and just making me feel so unloved and invisible. they just use me and then leave. and on social media I have been raising my voice about my personal experience with M.I., s*xual assault, eating disorder, addiction … and I don’t expect anything or any praise or ”oo im sorry” I really don’t. But just to be acknowledged would be nice, given everyone else seems to get seen. I would just like to feel heard and know I’m not alone, as I try to do for others IRL and on social media… Idk. It just really makes me think I am truly cursed, or suffering bad karma from a previous life. Those are the only things that really make sense. Because why else from day 1 of my life have I been caught up in a repetitive loop of being unseen, unheard, unloved and underappreciated. It’s just really intense and making me hurt a lot. Meanwhile I have college classes to finish up. I want 2 drive my car. I can only trust myself. I will never contemplate suicide because I have a cat and she is my life, my daughter and she loves me very much.

    • You deserve to be heard and acknowledged @invincible, anyone who leaves or abandons you because of struggles you have been through isn’t worth your time beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to surround yourself with love and compassion sweetie, we all deserve friends around us who listen and sympathise, who help us feel happier, try to stay focused on all the things that bring you hope Cecelia, your future will be so bright sweetheart, you will overcome the struggles and past traumas because you are so brave Cecelia, keep going forward with confidence and optimism sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, I believe in you Cecelia and I’m so proud of you, never give up sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)