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    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    I am just destroying myself unconscious or conscious because now it just feels like not even the close family members or friends who respected and cared about me – do. My feelings, my thoughts, my actions, my LIFE is NEVER relevant to anyone. It just isn’t. They have never and I am seeing that they never will really give me a second thought. I am just some doormat and a tool. It hurts. I don’t even feel like venting or anything, just sleeping I guess and sitting here empty because I don’t know how to deal with this.

    • Your family and friends have absolutely no right treating you badly @invincible, you truly deserve to feel loved and appreciated beautiful angel Cecelia, so many people care about you hun, I do and so does the BT community, you do matter Cecelia and you are worth it sweetie, I want you to know that you are so valued Cecelia, you are here to shine and do amazing things in life sweetheart, don’t ever let anyone hurt you or walk over you Cecelia, remember to stand up for yourself and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk sweetie, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • uhm f your family. i know it would be amazing if everyone’s family was always there for them or whatever but the reality is – sometimes your family just sucks. now if someone is being an asshole for no reason then that’s on them. it has nothing to do with you. they just enjoy being a shitty person and hating on others because it’s the only thing that makes them feel like their pathetic lives are worth anything. focus on you. on self-love and figuring out ’who you are’ and f anyone who gets in the way of that. your life is yours so live it to the fullest and don’t waste time on people who don’t benefit you. idk if you can pm here but if you ever need someone to talk to, i can lend an ear. stay strong Cecelia. your family can’t define who you are. only you can