I’m sorry they’re treating you this way. I’ve had my fair share of ”friends”; I thought I needed them in my life because they were all I had. But I eventually learned that I’d rather be alone than to be treated poorly by so-called friends.
I hope better people enter into your life, the family drama dies down, and some ease rests upon your shoulders and mind. It’s the least you deserve, as I know you go through a lot.
Also, good luck with your writings and whatnot. I also know what a struggle that can be! It’s all worth it in the end, though, once you have that beautiful masterpiece sitting in front of you.
Try to enjoy the rest of your day/evening/night, wherever you may be. Life is difficult. But we’ll always be here to help you through.
I don’t want to see you being treated badly @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves to be loved and appreciated, as @devilndisguise says, better people will enter into your life sweetie, you are truly incredible Cecelia and you deserve to have good people around you, don’t let family drama upset you hun, I would try to talk to your family and let them know how much their behaviour hurts you because you deserve so much better Cecelia, please reach out and talk to someone like a counsellor or therapist sweetie if you are struggling with online shopping, I know how you feel sweetheart, I spend money on things I don’t need too just because they are there and they make me happy, please don’t give up Cecelia, do work hard, your classes will go great and you will be successful, your writings will get submitted sweetie because you are a truly talented and inspiring author, make all your dreams come true Cecelia, hold your head up high, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, I believe in you and I’m so proud of you, you will make it through this, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)