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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I can’t get over some things. Especially that concerning how I have a lack of love and caringness from my so-called ’friends’ and ’family’. Their actions tell me they do not give a shit and I am so tired of it. I don’t know how to get over it, though. It took a while to finally get over these feelings from my childhood. But now it’s happening all over again in my adulthood and I don’t want it to persist… what should I do? Talk to someone professionally? Because no one around me seems to understand or really care because they can’t relate [which is good because I wouldn't want anyone to feel this, less or worse than I feel]. Should I really search for better friends?? I am just scared of being let-down and I am super insecure about myself that it’s hard to find friends. Plus the fact that everyone is staring down at their phones and people can’t socialize well anymore it seems, so that is hard. But that is not an excuse. I guess I need to find better people and stop drowning in the sea of disappointment that my friends and family are. What do you think!?

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    • Your family shouldn’t treat you like that @invincible, I want to see you feeling loved and cared for by those closest to you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, lovely, incredible and amazing angel who deserves to have compassionate friends and loving family around her, do reach out to as many kind people as you can Cecelia, do talk to a counsellor or therapist as well Cecelia, please know the BT community cares about you and so do I hun, I think you are perfect, special and fabulous sweetheart, remember to always be kind to yourself and surround yourself with happiness, you can do it Cecelia, keep going forward and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)