We all deserve caring, compassionate and sweet people around us, you do too @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and special angel who deserves to feel loved, supported and cared for sweetie, I would try to contact those 2 family members that you are close with, it’s nice that you have them in your life Cecelia, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I hun, we all love you Cecelia, you are a much valued and appreciated member of this community, do go out into the world sweetie, spread your wings and meet as many lovely people as you can, remember to always love yourself and keep going forward with a sense of optimism, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)
You have to understand that people are careless now days and that too without a cause, I understand that you want to be loved and cared for, What you have now in your life is not enough to satisfy.
you really need to stop feeling Sorry for your self, Get off the self pity track and move on. If people do not care about you, that should be your ticket to complete freedom. holding back on your life just because you don’t have what you want doesn’t stop life… you are your own best friend and doing all this is nothing short of betraying your self with false hope.