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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    for the past 5 months everynight i have been getting veryverrrrrry depressed like when I did when I was 16/15 and it hasn’t gone away hahah how amazing, an through it all, not one family member or friend cares or asks or is there for me even just to be a friend or family member i do not ask for much at all, i do not treat ppl like therapists and then ditch them, I guess I am just undeserving of friends and family – true friends & family, only 2 family member cares for me truly as a person but aside from that absolutely no one truly cares for me as a friend/person, human being!!! especially not for my well-being!!!! how funny is that I care so much for others but i get treated like absolute shit and I have no one. How to find good people?? very hard. love you all here though on BT you are like all i truly have !

    • We all deserve caring, compassionate and sweet people around us, you do too @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and special angel who deserves to feel loved, supported and cared for sweetie, I would try to contact those 2 family members that you are close with, it’s nice that you have them in your life Cecelia, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I hun, we all love you Cecelia, you are a much valued and appreciated member of this community, do go out into the world sweetie, spread your wings and meet as many lovely people as you can, remember to always love yourself and keep going forward with a sense of optimism, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • You have to understand that people are careless now days and that too without a cause, I understand that you want to be loved and cared for, What you have now in your life is not enough to satisfy.
      you really need to stop feeling Sorry for your self, Get off the self pity track and move on. If people do not care about you, that should be your ticket to complete freedom. holding back on your life just because you don’t have what you want doesn’t stop life… you are your own best friend and doing all this is nothing short of betraying your self with false hope.