Please don’t feel badly about yourself @invincible, do talk to someone about how you feel, don’t bottle things up sweetie, express your thoughts, feelings and emotions Cecelia, everyone needs to be able to vent at times, remember to always be kind to yourself beautiful Cecelia and know you will win all your battles, everything will be OK, I care about you and so does the BT community, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)
Going to therapy can be very helpful and enlightening. But don’t let your thoughts make you believe you are bad or wrong Cecelia. We go through hard times that make us feel terribly bad, but do not make us a bad/made wrong person at all. So if you have the chance, open up to anyone you trust (either family, friends, therapist…) and tell about your feelings and emotiones. Let all the bad ones get out of you.