Please don’t think like that @insightful-cobra, you are such an extraordinary and wonderful person who deserves all the hope, happiness and love in the world, hold your head up high and be kind to yourself, brighter and better days are ahead, things will be OK and everything will work out, focus on the things that put a smile on your face, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger, you are a warrior, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, you will never be alone (hugs)