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    Panic!AtTheBrendon posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Panic!AtTheBrendon posted an update Hey, everyone. I decided to renovate my profile, and change my name to Sage. You might be wondering why I chose Sage. Well, I wanted a more interesting and genderless name, so I […] View

    It’s definitely great to be back. @devilndiguise It’s definitely a little better, and I’ll keep you in mind next time I need to talk. @oliver It’s great to see you too, and I hope you feel better, if only a little bit. You are so supportive, and amazing. :) (hugs back)

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    Panic!AtTheBrendon posted an update 7 years, 1 month ago

    Hey, everyone. I decided to renovate my profile, and change my name to Sage. You might be wondering why I chose Sage. Well, I wanted a more interesting and genderless name, so I chose Sage. As for my depression, it’s developed into just a constant sad feeling in my heart, but it’s gotten more manageable. I will definitely try to update more…[Read more]

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    • It’s good to have you back, @iloveandhatelife. :)
      I’m sorry to hear about your depression, but I’m glad it’s becoming more manageable. If you ever want or need to talk, you can always message me. ^-^

    • It’s great to see you back on Blah @iloveandhatelife, don’t let sadness get you down, you will make it through difficult times and come out so much stronger, keep being the fabulous and special individual that you know you can be, you deserve all the best that life has to offer, don’t let anything stand in your way, focus on getting yourself to…[Read more]

    • It’s definitely great to be back. @devilndiguise It’s definitely a little better, and I’ll keep you in mind next time I need to talk. @oliver It’s great to see you too, and I hope you feel better, if only a little bit. You are so supportive, and amazing. :) (hugs back)

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    perplexedenigma posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I don’t want to stay here….. :( , everything is bad, I’m a burden, a total waste of space, why bother anymore?, this place is better off without me, I’m just stuck in this forever hole of […] View

    @oliver I haven’t gotten on here for around five months, and the first thing I did was go to your profile and make sure you were ok. You try to help everyone but yourself, and you shouldn’t do that. You have to think of yourself, and let us take care of you sometimes. I know you’ve saved multiple lives, including mine, and that’s something to…[Read more]

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    perplexedenigma posted an update 7 years, 7 months ago

    Hey guys. So, sorry for not updating in a while, but you know how I am. Anyway, the best thing happened today- my dad told me that I could get my hair cut!!!! I’m gonna get it cut sometime next week, and I’m gonna have to style it and stuff, but you know, it’s worth it to not have to shove my hair in a hat every day. That’s probably what…[Read more]

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    • I’m sure you will get a beautiful hair-cut and you will look amazing @iloveandhatelife, stay positive, keep smiling and hold your head up high, remember to be awesome, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    perplexedenigma started the forum topic What do I call myself??? in the group Group logoSexuality Questions 7 years, 7 months ago

    Ok, so, I’ve felt an attraction to both guys and girls for a long time. I even remember one time in third grade, I had to work with this one girl and I found her really attractive. I had kind of thought about it […]

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    perplexedenigma posted an update 7 years, 7 months ago

    I wish I could reply directly to my last post, and not just to anyone’s comment, but I apparently can’t, so I’ll just put up a new update. Thank you for all of your suggestions, so I’ve decided to just send a mass email to anyone I want to come out to on Oct. 11th to make it easier. Well, except my parents. I’m thinking I’m just going to…[Read more]

    Mood : Tired
    • I hope everything works out well for you @iloveandhatelife, I’m sure it will, don’t let anything get you down, keep going and never give up, I’ll always be here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    perplexedenigma posted an update 7 years, 7 months ago

    How can I “re”come out to my parents? As you may already know, I had already come out to my mom as trans, and she didn’t take it well, disregarding my request to be called by male pronouns, and be called Nathan, apparently as told to her by my dad. I overheard their conversation one day, and he had just told her to ignore it, and that it was…[Read more]

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    • It might be difficult for me to come up with a perfect answer to your problem, but I’ll pray for you. Everything will happen for the better. When feeling down think of this : Earth life system is a training ground. We are born to stumble and learn.. that’s how life is. So don’t let anything let you down. Think of every challenge as a level of a…[Read more]

    • And yeah.. as for a real solution to your problem, I bet someone out here might have a better answer than me. So I’m resting my case here. Still if you don’t get to find people who’d help out, I’ll be happy to discuss these things. Apparently I have an interview coming… so it is cumbersome to focus on other things.
      Hope everything goes well!

    • Maybe your parents don’t understand what trans mean. Maybe if they had more information they could change their ideals. Because they’re not going through what you’re going through, you know? The parents job is to accept their kid no matter what. And if they don’t do that, no matter how much it hurts, I would recommend you to sorround yourself…[Read more]

    • I would try to talk to your parents @iloveandhatelife, explain to them that this is who you truly are and who you truly want to be, your parents really should love and accept you no matter what, be proud of who you truly are deep down, I hope things turn out well for you, I’m sure you will meet compassionate people who will love you for who you…[Read more]

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    perplexedenigma and Profile picture of MaggieMaggie are now friends 7 years, 7 months ago

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    perplexedenigma posted a new activity comment 7 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: lemoncholy posted an update Hey, everyone. I really hate to start these things out with bad things. It almost makes me feel guilty, or like I’m ruining your day or whatever. I know that’s what this is for. It’s […] View

    He had came up to me after he saw that, and I tried to explain why I wanted my hair cut, but he just said that he wouldn’t let me get it cut that short, and he walked off. He works nights, and sleeps all day, so it’s really hard to talk to him.

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 7 months ago

    Hey, everyone. I really hate to start these things out with bad things. It almost makes me feel guilty, or like I’m ruining your day or whatever. I know that’s what this is for. It’s strange. But anyway, for the past few days, I’ve been in a really deep depression. I don’t really know when it started. It just kind of hit me that I was…[Read more]

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    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @iloveandhatelife, you are such a beautiful and inspiring person who deserves so much happiness and love, don’t let anything bring you down, be positive and keep smiling, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on the things that make you smile and that make you feel upbeat, great things will…[Read more]

    • Would you be able to tell your dad directly how you feel about the hair? This notes thing seems to make it easier for you to tell things but also for them to ignore it.

    • He had came up to me after he saw that, and I tried to explain why I wanted my hair cut, but he just said that he wouldn’t let me get it cut that short, and he walked off. He works nights, and sleeps all day, so it’s really hard to talk to him.

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 8 months ago

    Hey, guys. Sorry if I worried you by not updating for a long time- I have had so much going on with school, that I couldn’t do much of anything. I’ve gotten a lot worse since the last time I talked. I’ve attempted suicide a few times, and before you tell me to get off of here and go get help, just listen a minute. I’ve asked, even pleaded,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t let life’s troubles get you down @iloveandhatelife, you are such a remarkable and incredible person who deserves all the happiness, love and joy in the world, don’t harm yourself, you can and will make it through this and come out so much stronger, you will win this battle and you will beat all your struggles, you are a fighter and…[Read more]

    • Message me sometime we can skype and do things together.. I can help keep you busy and talk to you! <3

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    lemoncholy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: lemoncholy posted an update So, hey guys. I have a lot to tell you. I’m bi/pansexual. I haven’t been able to decide which because I haven’t known enough people’s genders to decide. Speaking of gender, I’m […] View

    My mom is super-Christian, so I understand why she’s upset about it, but still. My little sister and I have the strongest bond you’ll ever see, so I do love having her to talk to. I will keep saving for therapy, and hopefully, I’ll be able to afford a few sessions. Thank you for responding; I’m so glad someone else can understand how I feel.

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    lemoncholy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: lemoncholy posted an update Great. Fucking great. This stupid laptop deleted so much worth of coming out to you guys. I’m fucking done. View

    Oh, wow, my computer wouldn’t let me see this until now. I’ve definitely calmed down. I just need to stay calm during crap like this.

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 11 months ago

    So, hey guys. I have a lot to tell you. I’m bi/pansexual. I haven’t been able to decide which because I haven’t known enough people’s genders to decide. Speaking of gender, I’m transgender and transsexual. In case you didn’t know, transgender is when you feel like a different gender than you physically are, and transsexual is when you hate your…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • My mom is super-Christian, so I understand why she’s upset about it, but still. My little sister and I have the strongest bond you’ll ever see, so I do love having her to talk to. I will keep saving for therapy, and hopefully, I’ll be able to afford a few sessions. Thank you for responding; I’m so glad someone else can understand how I feel.

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 11 months ago

    Great. Fucking great. This stupid laptop deleted so much worth of coming out to you guys. I’m fucking done.

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 11 months ago

    Wow, my mom… She’s telling me that I shouldn’t ”mar my body” by getting tattoos, even though the tattoos are probably less harmful than cutting, and if I ever got one, it would be small, and unnoticeable. Ugh.

    • It’s your body, do what you want! Most parents are like that, they come from a different generation than us. Stay strong and good luck, message me if you need to talk♡

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    lemoncholy posted an update 7 years, 12 months ago

    God, I just am hating myself right now for no reason. My throat is tight, and it feels like there’s a knot in my chest. Two hours ago or so, I randomly just felt like a piece of crap and that I didn’t deserve to live, so I started reading up on distractions, and was talking to my sister. That helped a little bit, but once I messed up on making a…[Read more]

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    lemoncholy posted a new activity comment 8 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m always going to be sad and depressed no matter how hard I try to fight it, nothing ever works out for me, I’m just a pathetic person, I feel so alone, I’m sorry everyone, I wish I could be […] View

    Don’t say that! You are an absolutely amazing person, and you have helped me and a lot of other people on here. I know, you feel worthless and hate yourself. I understand, but you are not worthless. You are such a sweet person, and you can always lend a shoulder to cry on. Please don’t hurt yourself, if you were even thinking about it. We all…[Read more]

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