Had a pretty rough child-hood, my dad used to hit me and my younger brother constantly, always had a close relationship with my mum though, she's my world. When i was 12, the day before my 13th birthday my dad left us, cleared the bank out, and left us with a load of debt. We had to sell pretty much everything to get to where we are now. To this day my mum still struggles to put food on the table and buy us things, but she works her nuts of to provide for my little family and that's all that matters. A few months after my dad left, one of his bestfriends Phil, who was 27 at the time, died in a motorbike accident, he was like my big brother, he was the only person i relied on for a while. But legend has it that the good die young. I Had a pretty rough time with guys in general, relationships just don't seem to work for me, the ex before last, in a way was quite like my dad, he was a traveller, and started to get quite violent. And the most recent one, he was my everything, but things just didn't seem to work for us… I learnt the hard way with drugs, and can proudly say i'm clean now, and when i was younger, i self-harmed and attempted suicide twice. I have mild depression and am known to lose my temper frequently.. I've seen and experienced things no person should ever have to witness, but it's all made me stronger. I don't need sympathy, or pity. I'm bigger, better and wiser than i was before and now i want to help other people who are in a dark place right now..