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    Esteban posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Another meal that I found disgusting and which didn’t feel right. As always I waited to be on the verge of fainting before feeding myself. All the way through I was crying, forcing the food in my mouth while gagging in a full blown panic attack. I want to throw up so badly but I can’t because my parents are here. I can’t breathe, I want this disgusting food and its calories out of me NOW. And since I can’t purge I’ll exercise and fast until tomorrow morning.

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    • Please eat and look after yourself @heartsofc, I want my special and lovely little bro to feel happy, healthy and amazing, I care about him so much and want the best for him, you mean so much to me, my awesome little bro, I want to see you feeling good physically, mentally and emotionally, everything will be OK, remember you are so courageous, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Battles with our own body and self steem can be extremely devastating. Esteban remember that both your body and mind are your own temples. Remember to take care of both of them; eat what you need to have enough energy and nutrients, drink to stay hydrated, sleep to recover energy, close your eyes and focus just in you to calm your mind. You are an amazing human being, never believe otherwise.