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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    I’m so alone, depressed, sad and lonely, I always will be that way no matter what I do or how hard I try, It’s so hopeless because I will NEVER be able to find true happiness in life :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You of all people deserve happiness. Look at all the time you spend lifting others up! Be kind to yourself and remember you deserve love

    • Just as blackdog said to you, you deserve true happiness Oli. You uplift everyone’s mood when they need it, and believe in everybody’s strength. Believe in yourself too <3. You are full of virtues, and you deserve to appreciate them, as well as we do :) .

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    blackdog posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Just had a consult with a new therapist. He seems to understand what I told him and what he said about his approach resonates with me. Got an appointment for next week and I think this might actually help

    Mood : Hopeful
    • That’s great to hear @blackdog, I hope this new therapist truly helps and supports you in a way that is beneficial and helpful to you, I’m sure that in speaking to your new therapist, you will work through your struggles, find positive solutions and come out feeling so much more stronger, everything will go well and so many more brighter moments…[Read more]

    • I’m very happy for you @blackdog!! You really deserve a good therapist that cares about you, it’s helpful, professional and kind. I’m sure it’ll work out fantastically with him ^^

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    Oli replied to the forum topic A ship without captain in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 1 year, 10 months ago

    I second both of you on this @blackdog and @m1s1m3, this site has been abandoned for so long, it’s so sad compared to what BT used to be a few years ago, I would put myself forward to be moderator if that is what […]

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    Oli joined the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 1 year, 10 months ago

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    blackdog replied to the forum topic A ship without captain in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 1 year, 10 months ago

    100% Marta

    I’m surprised the hosting is still being paid!

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    blackdog posted an update in the group Group logoGuy Talk + Girl Talk (United) 1 year, 12 months ago

    Wanna bring this place back to life?

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    blackdog posted an update 1 year, 12 months ago

    I decided to see a therapist since I currently have good insurance. I went through the entire intake including hours of paperwork and a very vulnerable session only to have the “therapist” decline to keep seeing me because I have a history of depression and admitted to self-harming 10 years ago. WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK. It’s not like I need…[Read more]

    Mood : Frustrated
    • That’s not right at all @blackdog, it’s totally wrong, a therapist should be there to help and support you no matter what your history is, you deserve to be treated so much better Blackdog, please don’t give up on finding therapy, hopefully if you keep looking you will find the right therapy for you, you are a good person who truly deserves to…[Read more]

    • I don’t understand why a therapist would not want to see a patient because their health history. I mean… They are supposed to help improve your mental health, aren’t they? I’m so sorry this happened to you, @blackdog. Don’t give up, if your insurance allows you to see a different therapist, go for it. There are a lot of them who truly want…[Read more]

    • Got an appointment for two weeks from now. Here’s hoping…

    • Thats really good news! I hope you got a great therapist. Crossed fingers! @blackdog

    • That’s good to hear @blackdog, hope this new therapist truly helps you feel happier and more positive within yourself, remember to keep going BlackDog and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    My past haunts me
    My present saddens and depresses me
    My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent
    It’s all so hopeless and pointless :(
    I don’t have a life, I exist with no plans, hopes or dreams
    Just trying to survive each day without hope or positivity :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

    • The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You…[Read more]

    • I struggle with the exactly same things. It’s sometimes better, sometimes worse.

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    blackdog posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    Mood : Dark
    • What’s on your mind @blackdog?, I don’t want to see you feeling upset and sad, you are such a fantastic, awesome and wonderful person who truly deserves to smile and be positive, please know I’ll always be here for you BlackDog, be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

    • Hi @blackdog! I don’t know what’s in your mind, and I’d like to offer a helping hand if you need it. My DMs are open if you want to talk <3.

    • Hi @blackdog! I don’t know what’s in your mind, and I’d like to offer a helping hand if you need it. My DMs are open if you want to talk <3.

    • Thank you so much!! I might take you up on that, I hope you’re staying positive too

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    blackdog posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    @oliver Logged on for the first time in years and it’s amazing to see you still here!

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    I’m struggling, it’s all so hopeless and pointless… :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    It’s all so hopeless, I’ll forever be alone in this world :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli and Profile picture of m_decriminalizerm_decriminalizer are now friends 2 years, 6 months ago

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    I feel so hopeless, depressed, worried, lost, scared, uncertain, alone and isolated :( , I will always be this reclusive loner, the future looks so very bleak, there is no hope for Oli, none :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I know it’s very difficult, my dear friend. But for sure there is hope for you. The same hope you’ve been giving to all of us during all these years. You have brightened our darkest days with your kindness and compassion. Whenever you feel overwhelmed with all of those feelings, please reach to any of us. We are here for you, in the same way you…[Read more]

    • Oli, this world has been so difficult the past few years. You have made it this long. Don’t give up. You have given many of us hope over the years and I hope that you know that someone out here is willing to talk with you and help you through this

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    BlackRabbit posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    Been going through the worst patch so far. We are Quarantined, My toddler has Covid. House hold is nothing but abuse and yet everything is my fault. I had to remove myself from class permanently because of Covid and I couldn’t finish paying it due to Covid.
    I am exhausted, and hurt and broken.

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t let this difficult period break you down @blackrabbit, I’m so sorry that your toddler has COVID BlackRabbit, please make sure to take care of him and monitor him for any symptoms BlackRabbit, you and your strong toddler will make it through this sweetie, he is a fighter and survivor just like his incredible, brave and amazing…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    It’s almost here, bring on 30th September!!!!!!!, I’m actually excited for something! :D

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_gD9-Oa0fg

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FREBR6FH1rg

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    I would like to thank @blackrabbit for always being here for me, she’s truly awesome, amazing and lovely :) <3

    Mood : Thankful
    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Thank you so much for your kindness, love, support and friendship @blackrabbit, you mean so much to me sweetie, I will always be here for you BlackRabbit, always remember that :) <3 (hugs)

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