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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 6 months ago

    My mum just threw me out I’m not sure what to do now

    • Your mother should love, care and always be there for you @seagoatsyntax, you are a fantastic person who deserves compassionate people in your life, have you got anyone you can stay with?, friends or other relatives, hope you manage to find somewhere to go, no one deserves to be homeless, I’m always here if you need to chat, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • thanks @oliver but my happiness has never been her priority, the moment I stopped giving her money was the moment I became nothing to her. I managed to crash at a friends but she’s told me she never wants to see me again, I’m hoping I can find another place soon… thanks for caring oli :)

    • I’m really sorry she did that to you. As someone that always had a strained relationship with their mother, I understand exactly what you’re going through. She will one day realize that she has been horrible to you and ask for your forgiveness and try to make up for lost times and it will be on you rather or not you want to. You will soon have…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 7 months ago

    wow i overshared a bunch, please ignore lol

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 7 months ago

    im not sure if im disgusted with myself or disgusted with them, maybe its both

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel bad @seagoatsyntax, be kind to yourself and don’t let anything bring you down, I want to see you smiling, what’s on your mind?, everything will be OK, remember you are strong and awesome, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 9 months ago

    i genuinely… hate my friends….. i cant even talk to them anymore with out feeling like a piece of shit

    Mood : Ashamed
    • You are a wonderful person who deserves compassionate and lovely friends around you @seagoatsyntax, surround yourself with people who will listen and stick by you, try to stay positive and smile, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, you are strong and you will never be alone :) (hugs)

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 10 months ago

    friends came over yesterday for bday, barley talked to me then gave presents to my sister (???) then went to bed after i bought them smokes….. my birthdays today and ive woken up to an empty house….. i love my friends

    • You deserve to have compassionate and amazing friends who will stick by you no matter what @seagoatsyntax, I’m sure you will meet people who will treat you kindly because you are truly brilliant, do try to have a good birthday, I’m always here if you need to chat about anything, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 10 months ago

    police coming around today, hoping we get our phone back or at least some compensation….

    Mood : Blank
    • Hopefully you will get some compensation and all your items back @seagoatsyntax, the people who did this to you need to be caught quickly, try to relax if you can, we are all here for you (hugs)

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 10 months ago

    im just… im not sure how to process this

    • from the looks of it they bashed and robbed you, don’t know what type of person or people would do this for just a bunch of phones, maybe they saw you buy the phone and waited. if i were in your shoes i’d probably be the same too… least you managed to come out alive from your ordeal :/

    • @yamoros12 i know !! its crazy !!! i mean… they were the scummy teens with nothing to do other than hang out in front of the shops everyday, smoking ciggis and yelling at people that walk past, i’ve seen the same people their before… but i never thought they’d start shit with us?? … i was waiting for my sis to exit the toilet and then like…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 10 months ago

    my birthday on Sunday, went shopping with my sister and got jumped? I’m not even sure how to write this;;;; im just really;; fucked up… there was 3 and then 5 and then 10 or more people gathered around me and they just started hitting, my knees are scrapped i think i was thrown ??, I’ve was clawed, my head was smashed or something i don’t…[Read more]

    • What? Where did this happen?

    • like, a few hours ago by now ? its hard to say

    • the police took someone into tho i think? a really nice lady help us out and made a statement but other than that we have no idea whats going on im just.. shaken ?

    • I’m so sorry this happened to you @seagoatsyntax, you will recover and the people who did this to you will be caught, try your best to be strong, we are all here to support you (hugs)

    • Yeah, I mean it sure sounds strange. Sorry to hear about the loss of your mobile phone. Hope you have a nice day.

    • thanks for the support @Oliver @skimrish !! the only thing hurting now is my pride lol ….. im just shattered because, they just didnt stop, even when the police rolled up they kept threatening us until most of them took off… I never expected something like this to happen to us?? … u hear about it happening but i never expected…. its just super…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    English exam tomorrow! feeling really nervous not sure why tho

    Mood : Anxious
    • goodluck!

    • You’ll do great @seagoatsyntax, work as hard as you can and do your absolute best, I’m sure you will be successful, stay positive and keep going, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • since this is 2 days ago…howd ya do?

    • @aireens aha sorry fore taking a while to reply, im a little dead tbh. The exams weren’t what I expected but still good (had english, bio, psych in a row omg). I’m just nervous cause my expected atar is 95+ and my study score sitting at like idk a 40/45? but I’m feeling like I’ve only score around 80/90 in the exam rather than… my goal…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    high school has OFFICIALLY ended with muck up day… is it bad I didn’t attended? I’m not sure I’m going to the dinner thing either; honestly school gave me 3 twitches and killed my friendships… I was even told not to go today because drama :)

    Mood : Amazed
    • It’s totally your choice if you want to go to the dinner @seagoatsyntax, I’m sure you will do what you feel is good for you, do look ahead towards your amazing future now that school is over, you will be successful no matter what happens, stay positive and focus on achieving all your goals, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or…[Read more]

    • i’d say go since it might be the last time you’ll be able to see your friends, but up to you

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    Seagoat posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    thoughts/rant: why is it those under stressful situations/environments/mentality that vocalise these issues are always encouraged to have this idealistic “outlook” on life as if it will impact the situation itself? like, ‘hey life’s not that bad, it could always be worse’… but rewarding someone for NOT kicking you while your down is not an…[Read more]

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Good point, I agree (And well explained) @seagoatsyntax
      What i’m curious after reading this is (per my interpretation)… you did suggest listeners on what ’NOT’ to do. Would you have some thoughts on what a ’listener’ should rather do instead? That would be super helpful, thank you.

    • It is difficult to be positive when things seem hard @seagoatsyntax, we need to find various ways of helping each other come through tough times, in the end, it’s about making someone feel good, upbeat and brighter about the road ahead :) (hugs)

    • oh wow im guilty of doing the comparing thing sometimes :\ i also would like to know what you think is a better way to approach someone experiencing situation similar to yours?
      whatever situation youre in i hope you will find a way to overcome it!

    • thank you @aireens @oliver @sigmasuccour for the positive comments ! I was just venting a little but I’m glad some people have been able to build off it (its wasn’t meant to be a suggestion or anything like that, just something I felt a lot of people have come across and not been able to speak about, but I’m glad some have taken an interest)…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 6 years ago

    last day of high school tomorrow, I’m glad to leave it behind, and all its stress !! thanks to everyone on blahtherapy for helping me through it !! glad to have this here with an understanding community

    Mood : Thankful
    • Oli replied 6 years ago

      You will have such a bright and amazing future @seagoatsyntax, it’s good to see you positive and thankful, remember to go forward with confidence and focus on making all your dreams come true, continue being the beautiful and special person that you are, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, inbox me anytime, stay strong,…[Read more]

    • relax while you can, because life is only going to get harder, but you can do it :)

    • No one promised you a rose garden. Life will still be tough. However, with dedication, patience, and an Iron Will, you will get it. Master your fate, don’t let it master you.

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    Seagoat posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    this week has been so much for me…. I mean every time I think about myself or my situations, I have to hold back tears, I mean not even thinking about it I’ll want to cry, writing this makes me want to cry… I just woke up, my scores have been slipping (from an average of 80% to a recent 60%, opening the results in class almost made me throw…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
    • Please don’t let stress get you down @seagoatsyntax, work as hard as you can and I’m sure you will do great at school, your parents have no right being mean to you and they shouldn’t call you names, you deserve love, encouragement and to be told how incredible you are every-day, things will be OK and everything will go positivity, remember to…[Read more]

    • Thank you for sharing this with us.
      Ahem!…. There was a time I realized that, I wasn’t in control of my life, and that I was living a life others wanted me to live….
      The really funny thing here @seagoatsyntax is that, those people didn’t know a ______ (beep) of how to live! they were (and are) depressed, chronically stressed, miserable…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    this week has been so much for me…. I mean every time I think about myself or my situations, I have to hold back tears, I mean not even thinking about it I’ll want to cry, writing this makes me want to cry… I just woke up, my scores have been slipping (from an average of 80% to a recent 60%, opening the results in class almost made me throw…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
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    Seagoat posted an update 6 years, 8 months ago

    note to self: you don’t exist for them. You deserve better than the way you were treated. You are you, and that is enough.

    Mood : Awake
    • @seagoatsyntax this was such a sweet post. I’m sure this will help alot of people, like in fact, it helped me I realise I deserve someone better in my life (in terms of romantic relationships and friends) than what I had before :D . Thank you

    • @seagoatsyntax you will always be enough. Btw I favoroted this in case I need some inspiration. Thank you♡♡♡♡

    • I was just telling myself this earlier

    • This is such a lovely and inspirational post @seagoatsyntax, keep being kind and good to yourself, you are worth it and you do matter, look after yourself and stay upbeat, we are all here to support you on Blah, feel free to message me anytime if you want to chat, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Seagoat asked “Do my parents hate me?7 years, 1 month ago

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    Seagoat posted an update 7 years, 2 months ago

    Is it okay to hate your mother? Everyone makes me feel guilty about it, but she literally encourages me to kill myself…

    Mood : Ashamed
    • It’s not bad to hate your mom. I mean I hate my mom too and she also encourages me to kill myself

    • People shouldnt judge what they dont understand and becoming a parent doesn’t automatically make someone a good person. Someone telling you to kill yourself is emotional abuse and thats an understatement, so no I dont think anyone has any right to make you feel bad for how you feel.

    • Your mother has no right saying that to you @seagoatsyntax, she should treat you with love, care and dignity, you deserve so much better sweetie, don’t let her be horrible towards you, try to focus on the things that make you happy and hold your head up high, you can do this, keep smiling, you are a survivor who never gives up, things will be OK,…[Read more]

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    Seagoat posted an update 8 years, 1 month ago

    mums calmed down, (is it bad that I offered her a joint to help her clam down?) shes just really drunk and pretty aggravated, I think she almost broke my hand if its wasn’t for the fact I yelled her to let go.

    Mood : Relieved
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    Seagoat asked “MY MUM IS HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN RIGHT NOW8 years, 1 month ago

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    Seagoat posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Got an a+ on my biology test today. I thought I did pretty good but then I realised I could only go downhill from there

    Mood : Discontent
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