I am starting to think of trying anti-depressants again, but I cannot use serotonin re-uptake inhibitors as they mess with my stomach too severely. I have tried St. Johns wart in the past without success. Talk therapy has always helped and it still does, but I am just unable to get over that hump. I am looking for natural remedies, not health […] View
I am in my 50's, I am a computer fanatic, who used to run my own computer repair business, back when computers were not tablets. I suffered greatly at the hands of a sadistic father who passed away several years ago, but who still haunts me in my dreams and memories. I broke the base of my spine several years ago, and although I can now walk, I can no longer ride (motorcycles or bicycles) without great amounts of pain. I have trouble being in or around crowds, or even small groups at times. I have been suicidal in the past, and still suffer from depression, anxiety and PTSD symptoms. I have many talents, but these talents are not in the arts. I love writing, but hate letting people see what I write, other than the posts such as these. I want to eventually write a book that I can share. I am caring, I do not judge anyone, and I am not phobic about anyone unless they are being abusive. I am a veteran, but I believe whole heatedly in peace first. I have mastered many skills in life and my ultimate goal in life would be to be a philanthropist. I enjoy spending what little money I have left after my bills are paid on food and gifts for the homeless, and I would love to be rich so that I could give to charities and organizations that I believe do much good in the world.