Idk how I’ll sleep tonight

The things I’ve come to avoid, keep coming back

So I’ve been thinking about my past, and I’ve been thinking about now, sometimes I just don’t know how, I feel different nowadays, I can’t explain what it is you know…but idk

Well it’s February, at most times I hated this month, and I still do a little, but hopefully that’ll change, maybe real soon

Hung with friends I’m not gonna see no time soon cause they going to college, I’m really going to miss them.

Sometimes I just don’t know what to do, everything’s hard, but it pays off in the end, but that’s a part of growing up, I just want to do something fun now, the memories I miss with friends.

After school is over, there’s going to be a lot of people I’m going to miss

So I took my car and went to town and sat on a bench in the park and watched as people as they took down the Christmas lights

No one knows how I truly feel, they just think, but my feelings my thoughts my heart, r unexplained

I’m a great friend, but people tend to test that, see this is why I act this way, just go…leave.bye,

At times when I’m weakest I just feel like giving in to it all

I’m debating whether or not to take my car and go for a midnight drive, cause everyone is fucking with my mind

Sometimes I just need to get away from everything

I need to clear my mind

When I’m in my car it’s the only place I feel like myself, I can turn up my music and everything,

I’ll be getting an old classic car a Buick skylark convertible, it’s a nice car, just need to vacuum out dust and repaint