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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I feel so hopeless, depressed, worried, lost, scared, uncertain, alone and isolated :( , I will always be this reclusive loner, the future looks so very bleak, there is no hope for Oli, none :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I know it’s very difficult, my dear friend. But for sure there is hope for you. The same hope you’ve been giving to all of us during all these years. You have brightened our darkest days with your kindness and compassion. Whenever you feel overwhelmed with all of those feelings, please reach to any of us. We are here for you, in the same way you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    trying not to cry because no job is accepting my apps or calling me back ,and I am trying so hard!!!!! i STILL can’t find work from pandemic and i’ve gotten $0 from the government meanwhile lazy freeloaders and criminals get THOUSANDS! What is fucking wrong with this picture?!?! Either give us ALLL money or NONE OF US. Tired of being a good…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      The government really should give you relief money as you need it to get through each day and buy items for yourself @invincible, I know things can be difficult and frustrating beautiful angel Cecelia but keep applying for as many jobs as you can, hopefully something will come up for you soon sweetie, you will make it through hard times sweetie…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I am here for you Oli, you are an angel and deserve all the best! You will get the best, don’t give up, we are here and won’t let you fall too hard ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    applying to places that i am ready totry for work but no one is getting back to me. and unemployment finds me ‘unfit’ to get benefits… so great. I’m 100% broke and the government has denied my appeals for the pandemic relief money. i couldn’t work during the pandemic and while minors, criminals, and other good standing citizens like myself…[Read more]

    • Please don’t give up @invincible, try to keep applying and looking for work beautiful angel Cecelia, I know it can be frustrating, when I have applied for jobs I get a lot of rejections and not hearing back from employers, but keep doing your best Cecelia and put your resume out there for lots of places to see, hopefully something you are…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    i am suffocating in this inescapable pain

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I don’t want to see you in any sort of pain @invincible, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves to feel truly happy, positive and wonderful Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself sweetie and surround yourself with all the things that bring you love, joy and hope, you will make it through this angel Cecelia as you are so brave and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    I feel like I am in such a fog constantly, it’s so odd, i can’t committ to a job search because of it and i’m hesistant to schedule a therapy appt, what the hell is wrong with me?? I feel so out of touch.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Don’t be afraid to reach out for help and support when you need too @invincible, I’m sure you will find the right therapist, remember we all deserve to have someone who will listen to and hear us, please know the BT community will always be here for you lovely Cecelia and so will I, you will find direction and purpose in life sweetheart and you…[Read more]

    • thank you so much, yesterday after i posted this, I did some fall decorating and scheduled an appt at the end of the month!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    it is incredibly lonely when people who are your supposed friends and family don’t know you at all.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      You are such a beautiful and special angel who deserves to be surrounded by love, care and kindness @invincible, those closest to you, your family and friends should always support and be there for you Cecelia no matter what, I want to see you happy sweetie, please know you do matter lovely Cecelia and you are worth it sweetheart, I will always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I keep trying to get enough sleep but my body just doesn’t comply. I always feel sick, tired and lke I’m not in my body, especially the last several weeks. I’m trying to do college, take care of myself and my family, and my cat, and look for a job but I just cannot function and i dont know why and i dontk now what to do. it’s very ennvering…[Read more]

    • Please take care of yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling positive and happy mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and focus on making each day optimistic and hopeful sweetie, remember you are a survivor who will make it through this and never gives up, hold your head…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    It’s too fucking hot and I feel too fucking sick to do anything, yet I have all this shit to do

    • Do try to stay cool and find some shade @invincible, remember to drink lots of water sweetie, do take care of yourself and stay healthy beautiful angel Cecelia, I don’t want to see you getting sick because of the weather, hope the weather cools down where you are Cecelia, everything will be OK Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Keep crying and feeling depressed and sleeping because I am so tired of being completely broke, completely lonely, and completely mentally ill. Lack of hope.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling depressed, sad and upset @invincible, you are such a beautiful, kind, lovely and amazing person who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, please know you will overcome all your struggles because you are so brave and courageous Cecelia, try to stay as positive and hopeful as you can sweetie, you will make…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    It’s almost here, bring on 30th September!!!!!!!, I’m actually excited for something! :D

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_gD9-Oa0fg

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FREBR6FH1rg

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I would like to thank @blackrabbit for always being here for me, she’s truly awesome, amazing and lovely :) <3

    Mood : Thankful
    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Thank you so much for your kindness, love, support and friendship @blackrabbit, you mean so much to me sweetie, I will always be here for you BlackRabbit, always remember that :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Upped my pills, let’s hope it works!

    • Do take the medication if you feel it truly helps you @invincible, I want to see you feeling happy and positive beautiful angel Cecelia, remember you are such a kind, lovely and amazing person who deserves all the best in life sweetie, everything will work out and be OK Cecelia, remember to keep smiling, hold your head up high and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Why is it so freaking hard to find a job right now after a freaking pandemic?? They’re all out of driving reach, online, AND or i’m underqualified for.

    • Please don’t give up @invincible, you will find a job that brings you happiness and fulfillment sweetie, I didn’t give my first proper job until 2015 beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to keep searching as best you can, look online, in newspapers and around your local area, find a job that you will be passionate about and pursue it Cecelia, you…[Read more]

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    Michael posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    It’s been several years. I see the boards are still being spammed but at least there’s some use from real people on here. Chat still seems to be used. I hope everyone is keeping well.

    • @michaeluk Nice to see you on here again. Hope you’ve been doing well, too.

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @michaeluk, hope you are OK Michael and everything is going well in your life, it’s sad to see this site being taken over by spam but hopefully BT will one day return to being a place filled with love, compassionate and kindness, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything…[Read more]

    • Thanks, it’s been a while! Good to see you here! I’ve been well, I just stumbled back on here out of curiosity so I’ll probably be listening a bit in the evenings on here. How are you doing?

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I’m just exhausted from depression and I’m exhausted from being used by everyone I meet.

    • Anyone who hurts and uses you isn’t worth it @invincible, you truly deserve so much happiness, love and hope in your life beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let the darkness of depression and the meanness of horrible people break you sweetheart, try to stay upbeat and surround yourself with positivity Cecelia, smile and know so much brightness lies…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    i need to stop feeling sorry for myself and ruminating in my own despair but like I deserve someone to feel for me after I have been and continue to be fucked over by those I deserve to be loved by

    • I care about you so much @invincible, please know you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and those closest to you should treat you better sweetie, remember you are so incredible, lovely and special Cecelia, get rid of toxic and horrid people from your life sweetheart and always surround yourself with hope and brightness sweetie, hold…[Read more]

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