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    Hayden posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    Feeling festive today! It might not officially be Autumn on the calendar yet, but the cooler weather has rolled in here and Halloween is right around the corner.

    • It’s great to see you feeling festive, happy and upbeat @devilndisguise, the weather is pretty mild here in the UK, hope things are nice in your part of the world, my awesome friend Hayden, keep smiling and always be the fantastic person that you are, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Hayden posted an update 2 days, 19 hours ago

    For once in quite awhile, I can say with truth and ease that I am okay. Today was okay.

    Perhaps it’s just for today. Perhaps it’ll last. Who knows? All that matters to me right now is appreciating the content feeling while it lasts, as I know these occurrences do not come often for me.

    Mood : Content
    • It’s wonderful to see you feeling upbeat, content and positive @devilndisguise, keep smiling and remember to make each day as wonderful as you can, my awesome friend Hayden, I want to see you happy because you truly deserve all the best out of life Hayden, I’m so proud of you Hayden, keep going forward and always smile brightly, you can do it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 19 hours ago

    went outside for a bit in the storm, now i am calm. <3

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      That sounds so pleasant. I always enjoy going outside during storms. It really is relaxing.

    • It’s nice to see you relaxed and calm @invincible, do listen to the rain and calm sounds that help sooth your mind and put you at ease Cecelia, everything will be OK sweetie, always be the beautiful and incredible angel that you are and never give up, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    severe thunderstorm outside. so refreshing and relatable to how i feel.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    my friends sure are betraying me deeper and deepr meanwhile my family are keeping up their drama and i feel totally hooked on wasting my money on online shopping and my writings have not been submitted, though i’ve had a little luck on online selling, these classes are so heavy and i feel like i am drowning and no one gives a single fuck! story…[Read more]

    • @Invincible

      I’m sorry they’re treating you this way. I’ve had my fair share of “friends”; I thought I needed them in my life because they were all I had. But I eventually learned that I’d rather be alone than to be treated poorly by so-called friends.
      I hope better people enter into your life, the family drama dies down, and some ease…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you being treated badly @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves to be loved and appreciated, as @devilndisguise says, better people will enter into your life sweetie, you are truly incredible Cecelia and you deserve to have good people around you, don’t let family drama upset you hun, I…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 3 days, 20 hours ago

    And!!! My girlfriend and I are coming up on 2 years together in October! <3 I cannot describe how absolutely thrilled that makes me, looking back at the post I made about us first getting together. (Gosh, I'm such a cheeseball.)

    How lucky am I, though? I am thankful every single day that we grow together, because there was once upon a time that…[Read more]

    Mood : In love
    • Awwww that’s so adorable, sweet and cute @devilndisguise, I wish you and your girlfriend all the best Hayden, remember to always make your relationship loving and strong, be each others soulmates forever and never let the spark fade from your relationship, you are such a beautiful and kind human-being who deserves to be loved and have someone to…[Read more]

    • Thank you as always, my dear friend. :) @Oliver

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    Hayden posted an update 3 days, 20 hours ago

    I did that thing that I tend to do every few months and decided to stalk my own profile. It’s a helpful pillar for me whenever I feel stuck and hopeless. My own page works as a motivator, to remind me of the past that I’ve overcome and show me how much higher I stand nowadays.

    While nothing is perfect for me, I am still much better than I was,…[Read more]

    Mood : Accomplished
    • It’s wonderful to see how much you have grown and how far you have come @devilndisguise, it’s nice to see you using your own page on BT to motivate yourself to stay happier and positive, I’m so proud of you, my amazing friend Hayden, you are truly brave, courageous and strong Hayden, you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia and Profile picture of JustSomeDudeJustSomeDude are now friends 4 days, 18 hours ago

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    Hayden posted an update 6 days, 18 hours ago

    Scrolled through 24 hours worth of posts and there’s a single update from a genuine human being.

    I am deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart to the new members that come around in hopes for what was once such a bright, lively, and caring community. Instead you are welcomed by the very few of us that are left, those who pass through…[Read more]

    • It’s so annoying and sad to see what the spam has done to this beautiful community @devilndisguise, I guess all we can hope for are that the moderators come back and sort this out or that someone else becomes moderator/admin on BT, I want the spam to be deleted permanently so BT can always be a place of compassion, love and kindness, hope you are…[Read more]

    • it’s completely heartbreaking. I love this community and so quickly its turned into this… just months ago it was booming with supportive people and now the spam has completely made it look awful. I’m absolutely angry about this and really hope it can get fixed up because I do not know what I would do without this website.

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    Hayden posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I also see that the moderation regarding the spam hasn’t changed in the slightest since the three months I’ve been absent. It was certainly a big part in why I disappeared again in the first place

    • It’s honestly so frustrating and annoying @devilndisguise, the spam has to be removed so BT always remains a place of love, kindness and compassion Hayden, if needed I would put myself forward to be admin or moderator on BT because all the admins seem to have deserted this site, it’s so good to see you back on BT Hayden, I’m so sorry that…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Didn’t realize how long it had been since I’d last logged in.

    It’s been a rough while. Making it through as always. I have my good days, but I mostly have my bad days.

    Today’s a little bit of both.

    Mood : Depressed
    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad and upset @devilndisguise, you are such a lovely, kind and wonderful friend to me Hayden, I want to see you feeling truly happy, positive and fantastic, life may throw obstacles at you but you will overcome them and come out so much stronger Hayden, remember to focus on all the things that bring you hope and…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    So frustrated and annoyed with the spam here on BT, it is ruining this beautiful community, seriously there has to be a way to make it stop, I’m going to put an idea out for all members on BT to consider, I would be willing to become moderator or admin on BT if needed because the moderators and admins seem to have deserted this place, so just…[Read more]

    Mood : Frustrated
    • I can relate to your frustration, Oli.
      I believe the moderators are doing the best they can to solve problems quickly. I think it’s probably hard to manage the site with so many visitors. I was just thinking that Blahtherapy is such a big support system for me that whenever the chat is down I feel a higher level of anxiety. However I am trying to…[Read more]

    • Thank you for your reply @lelslessing, I just want BT to always be a place of kindness, love and compassion where we all support each other, I hope something gets done about all the spam, it has to be removed so this beautiful community can always be a place where we support and help each other, hope you are having a wonderful day, keep being the…[Read more]

    • Thank you Oli, always good to hear from you! Be well!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I feel like I’m getting hooked on online shopping an in-store shopping but usually i’ve always enjoyed window shopping, but online you can get so many things w/o seeing the consequences. & rn I feel such happiness when I get a package or am anticipating stuff… especially with what is going on in my life right now. idk i’m scared this can lead…[Read more]

    • If you feel that it is becoming overwhelming, I would talk to a counsellor or therapist @invincible, it seems that you are trying to fill in a part of your life that is missing by buying things, I know how you feel beautiful angel Cecelia, I have brought random things from shops too, mostly things I don’t need just because they are there and they…[Read more]

    • Wow Oli You are so right, honestly. Thank you so much for this, “it seems that you are trying to fill in a part of your life that is missing by buying things” is spot on and confrontational. I’m sorry you know how I feel and you have encountered this by buying random things to make you feel happy. I am grateful for this message, really and all…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    I can’t get over some things. Especially that concerning how I have a lack of love and caringness from my so-called ‘friends’ and ‘family’. Their actions tell me they do not give a shit and I am so tired of it. I don’t know how to get over it, though. It took a while to finally get over these feelings from my childhood. But now it’s…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Your family shouldn’t treat you like that @invincible, I want to see you feeling loved and cared for by those closest to you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, lovely, incredible and amazing angel who deserves to have compassionate friends and loving family around her, do reach out to as many kind people as you can Cecelia, do talk to a…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    what the hell is wrong with the admins. take care of your website for gods sake.

    • I know how you feel @invincible, there are no admins or moderators on BT nowadays and the spammers are totally out of control and ruining this beautiful community, I would be willing to become admin or a moderator on BT if needed, I seriously fear for the future of this site, something needs to be done so this community can return to being a place…[Read more]

    • You should totally be admin and or moderator. Hopefully this can be taken care of quickly. Blah is such a great place and with incredible people. Thank you for your response. I am doing well, I hope you are doing great Oli. I am here for you anytime as well, feel free to inbox.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    had such a great weekend in las vegas with my grandfather ♥ a great break from life

    • Glad you had a fantastic weekend @invincible, keep smiling sweetie and always be the beautiful, special, perfect and amazing angel that you are Cecelia, everything will continue going well for you hun, stay upbeat Cecelia and keep going forward with optimism, brightness and confidence, you can do it Cecelia, I’m so proud of you sweetheart, feel…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    Waking up: 100%
    Acknowledging society: 99.5%
    Accepting life the way it is: 77.6%

    Hey, how’s it been mates? Hope ya’ll had a great summer, considering that it ends in about a week or so, and I hope that ya’ll relaxed and enjoyed yourselves during this time. School is about to start, not looking forward to it, but I have to just push through…[Read more]

    Mood : Awake
    • It’s great to see you determined to live a happier life @anxietyattack66, do stay positive and remember to always do what makes you happy Steve, you will do amazing things in life and you will make all your dreams come true, remember to always be kind to yourself and embrace every part of yourself inside and out because you are incredible and…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo and Profile picture of The Ghost of NobodyThe Ghost of Nobody are now friends 3 weeks, 6 days ago

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